world of my own

Thank god for blessing my mum and blessing me with so many good friends!

2010-02-04T04:28:00.003+08:00

thank god that mummy is fine now! and also many thanks to those who showed their concern to me and family! esp Kong, jem ken and edric who actually chat to me and told me not worry and kind of stuff... really made me feel much better when i know that they will be there for me when i need them!

this incident actually made me treasure everyone close to me even more! cos u nv know wat can happen to anyone the nx day.. and so do treasure ur love ones and also close friends! cos when anything bad happen to them u will regret and hate urself for not doing ur part or for not treating them better..

though i deal with life and death everyday in the hospital but when such things happen to urself.. at that point of time u will really blank out and dunno wat to do or how to react but tear.. and tears will jus keep rolling down ur cheeks like nobody's business.. thank god i was strong enough to handle eveything on my own not wanting everyone in the family to worry but i sure did make my colleagues worried! cos when i called them, i was crying to the extend that i cant speak cos i wanted to hold back my tears..lucky mummy is fine now if not i really dunno wat to do..

2010-02-02T01:12:00.002+08:00

kk.. i'm working night shift now. but it think i have to write something cos i cannot take it anymore.

I'm damn worried about my mum! although i show ppl that i'm fine i can smile and stuff but actually in my heart i'm damn worried cos i know how serious can sub-arachnoid hemorrhage can be,..lets all hope that mummy will be fine! i will do anything to make sure she is fine! so pls god, pls bless my mum that she will be fine! i didn't show much to my dad cos i dun wan him to worry.. though he shows nothing but i know he is as worried as us but jus dun wan us to worry even more.

But i'm glad that i have friends working in ward 52B where they can help me look after my mum. i also wanna thank my colleagues and doctors for their concern! i think i really scare the hell out them cos when they saw me crying in A&E they didnt know wat to tell me other than she will be fine. cos to them i'm always laughing and smiling.. though i'm a nurse and i know my mum is in good hands but i jus help myself from crying! the tears are like free one la! and didnt dare call anyone cos i dun wan them to worry.. tot of calling him too but in the end didnt cos i dun wanna scare anyone.. but now i guess i'm feeling better cos i know there are ppl out there giving me support whenever i need them!

thanks guys for staying with me and giving me ur support by jus being there for me!

2009-12-14T15:02:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!!!! 1st time in Zouk out and it was great! met up with beth 1st then she intro-ed me to her friends.. and i think nid is quite cute! LOL.. anyway went to meet jem to get the islander card so they dun have to pay for the entrance.. =D so we went in thinking that the queue would be very long but it turned out to be very fast.. maybe its b'cos of the time ba, so we took lots of photos in bar 42 below and drank a little! After some time i went out to meet the rest which is chalene brien and others.. that was when i saw mark and got a shock! b'cos i always see him in the hospital and that we always looked at each other thinking that we have seen each other somewhere but jus couldn't remember! LOL and now we are friends! wat a coincidence..

When i met them they were all damn high already la, took photos like nobodies business! I bet all of us had fun (besides those who lost something) but wats most important is the company! anyway i cant believe that we actually clubbed till the nx day where the sky was already bright! =X left the beach at about 8 plus 9 before heading to mac's for breakfast..

after breakfast we went home and that was when brien realised he dropped $200..Brien dun feel too sad ok? <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">gg to slp =p after i woke up went out straight for a volleyball game in CCAB.. Total madness right? i know right! LOL was totally damn shag last night when i reached home but didnt want to slp cos i need to finish up the x'mas presents for the Kingdom! and at the same time get ready for night shift ma.. but i think i will have to go do a little more before gg to work ltr... Oh ya i must go to the casio shop to repair my camera! dunno wat happened to it cos it's lens cannot close...damn! its new la! haiz... nvm shall see who is free to help me bring it to repair if not i will have to go to the shop tml in the morning right after work..=(

2009-12-03T04:08:00.002+08:00

Had a WONDERFUL DAY!!! haha.. first i went to work which was as busy as ever, but kept me going without complain are the plans after work! LOL.. cos once i end work i will be playing mahjong with jem see, kong and jianrong. we haven been playing mahjong for ages la! and maybe will be clubbing too but not confirm.. haha.. so after 2 rounds of mahjong the BiG winner was KONG! he won $21, $3 from me,$17 from jr and $1 from jem... once settled payment we packed the stuffs and head to hougang point for dinner at Mac... and the songs played in mac was so tempting! I SO WANNA CLUB but no one is going so i gave up the thought...=(

but who knows when i reached home after waiting for jem and jr bus.. my sis called to ask if i wanna go to Zouk with her, Brynner and some other friends of theirs.. AND SO I AGREED WITHOUT THINKING! LOL.. cos i was so in the mood to club and its wed (ladies night) and i hardly have thurs off which i always hope i will get.. and this time i got it but Elizabeth is working night shift then kingdom not all replied so decided to play mahjong lo..

anyway Zouk was fun.. i think Mambo moves are damn fun especially when u are with ur friends. i so wanna learn, shall get Gerald or kong to teach me =p and i discovered something! Brynner is a damn fun person to club with haha nx time can ask him go club le.. haha..

ok time to slp le.. its 4 plus am and i have to meet meow tml at her place to complete the Xmas presents..
so ya, NIGHTS TO ALL!!! SWEET DREAMS!

2009-11-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

jus went to watch 2012 with kenneth, jem kong, elizabeth and jun qing.. the movie is nice but a little draggy i feel.. but i think it would have been better if we weren't sitting in the first row! but there isn't any other row, so we decided to watch it! haha.. but before the movie met up with beth to go get some stuff from bodyshop and then head to plaza sing to get the tickets but in the end kong ended up buying the tickets.. THANX!

so after getting the tickets we went to spotlight to get something as kong is gonna make his x'mas gifts.. talk about that i really have to start doing mine too! if not there will be not enough time for me to complete it! haha.. after getting the stuff he need we head to the theatre and it really made me giddy cos we were so near to the screen! plus our neck was so tired by the time the movie ended.. End of the movie we went for late dinner at cafe cartel but kong didn't join us b'cos he had to book in by 2359.. feel so bad la, cos he had to go pack food then go back to camp. Sorry! we can go have dinner another time! =p

ok thats all for today.. i'm gonna go to slp le, another long week to go! 6 days to off day.. can start to count down now! =p NITEX ALL!

2009-11-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

backed from phuket on mon night..and i was sunburned! but then i still liked the new colour of my skin! lol though the rest said that i looked like some indian la...but i cant be bothered. and now i'm starting to peel and its damn ugly la! nvm hopefully after i peel i wont be too fair..LOL

Anyway the trip was fun and i enjoyed myself, but i think we are crazy cos we went over jus to watch the FIVB beach world tour! but we also did have a great time like we went for pedicure and massage, went shopping. and guess wat? we bought the beach vball at only 5oo baht which is about 25 singapore dollars, whereas if u were to buy it in singapore it will be $80 plus lo! we even met prince and john for dinner after the russia and USA match. then stayed in the room to chat before the leave for their hotel in patong where as ours was in karon. Then at the end of the trip we went over to their hotel to look for them and before we leave we went for a swim in their hotel then went to the shop where we bought our bikini to change a new piece of bikini for chalene.. cos her's is spoilt but there isn't any other design that she liked therefore the person offered to help her sew it.. there after, we headed back to the hotel and the cab uncle Goi send us of to the airport.

on the way to the airport was damn fun! cos of all the nonsense especially chalene! said wat i liked the can driver and asked him to look for me in s'pore and stuff. then price is also very funny! so throughout the whole journey to the airport the cab was filled with our laughter! even when we were queuing to check in, on the plane and when we arrived at budget terminal, we were still laughing at each others joke. but more of john's cos he was practicing how the thai speak and sounded really hilarious! and also b'cos john was watching my sister's keeper on the plane and all of us were shocked why was he crying suddenly.. then when we found out why, we all went CHey! LOL

ok! enough about the trip to phuket.. tues i went out with kong to watch my sister's keeper and although i read the book i think the movie is not bad! actually we were suppose to meet jem and minqi. but Mq can only meet after 7 and kong have to book in.. so in the end we decided to watch at the different timing. So after movie went to catch toys with kong and we made a new friend! haha.. and he happen to be my junior from peicai sec! then when we were heading to meet the rest for dinner at ION, we bumped into kong's cousin and her boyfriend happened to be Dr ben! wat a small world!

And as for today, we went to watch Paranormal Activity! And jem brought Minqi along! haha.. and it was the 1st time i see jem so shy! lol.. totally not like him can? as for the movie it's kindda boring in the beginning cos nth really happen other than some noise.. but when it was approaching the end of the movie, it became more scary and creepy! and the suspense was like killing u cos u dunno wat to expect! haha (i like it) BUT there is this IDIOTIC GIRL who kept screaming for nothing and is damn irritating! other than that girl the movie was great!

2009-11-02T20:17:00.002+08:00

HALLOWEEN WAS GREAT!!! okie.. it was damn crazy la! first i me and elizabeth went to arrange to go out to shop.. but in the end i ended up helping her think of wat to dress up during halloween as both of us will be gg to club.. and so i brought her to masquerade to check out if there is any costume that she would like to rent.. it was so crowded la cos i think everyone is doing their last minute shopping too! Anyway she bought a white dress cos she wanna dress up as a ghost LOL ;p

then i didn't really want to dress up cos most of my friends will not be dressing up but i bought a white dress too! LOL.. its damn nice la! and i also bought a pair of heels which i can wear with the dress! so after shopping for the whole day we went home.. then when i was lying on my bed getting ready to slp then i decided to dress up as a devil! so i msged beth and asked her to accompany me to get the props.. haha and she also bought 2 witch hat for her friend and a prop for her outfit too! so after getting everything we rushed home to get ready for the night!

i put on some make up where my brother was laughing away and say i actually bother to dress up.. which i think why not cos i think it will be damn fun and i get to enter the club for free! and also get to take photo with random ppl who dress up too! too bad i couldn't meet up with beth cos both of us wanted to take photo with each other! nvm there is aways nx year! LOL

kk.. now i'm gg to work liao.. night shift till fri morning and then have to rush to the airport to catch a plane to PHUKET to watch the FIVB TOUR which will be in phuket this year! LOL
i cant believe that me and chalene actually are that On la! jus say then both of us say ok then get the tickets lo... actually that stupid kenneth wanna go de then in the end back out!!! like wat the hell! nvm i believe that it will be damn fun! Prince and john will be gg too la! haha cant wait for it! but i'm afraid that i might be late on fri.. hopefully it will not be busy on thurs night! HELP ME PRAY OK!! THANKS!!

2009-10-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

wat an unlucky sat day off... woke up early then jus slack around then came nagging from mum about the cupboard then cos her nagging argued with my bro.. and my mum can still ask wat happen, then my eldest bro say its b'cos of her nagging..LOL

then went to cut my hair with my sis, first was the cab uncle! he bring us for a spin i tell u.. and we actually drop hints that i will complain lo and he nv get the hint.. cos yesterday my friend got con by some cab uncle so we called to complain and today its my turn! And i called to lodge a complain too.. 2 different company of cabs within 2 days... nx was the auntie, she cut about 4 inch or more of my hair...cos i told her trim off the split ends, maybe there's a lot. cos my hair is damn dry. =p
after that took the bus on the wrong side of the road, so ended up in tanjong rhu thank god its a one destination bus so i will eventually reach the place i wan to but its jus how long it will take lo... while on the bus asked jem out for movie but he was studying then nvm. i went home to shower then slack then my bro start nagging cos i haven unpack the cupboard and he has to dismantle the cupboard ma so cant blame him..

after unpacking help my bro out with the dismantling of the cupboard then went for another shower. after that wanted to play mahjong, at first my bro agreed then when i got all the ppl le he told me he have plans for supper later.. like WTH right? so mahjong session called off.. so wanted to use FB but cant assess so restarted the computer, but when i could assess into it i found out that there is nth i can do or watch! so decided to go watch a midnight movie but i'm alone and jem persuaded me not to go watch.. gave suggestions to me, so i decided to blog..=p

anyway thanx for the concern jem! appreciated it! <3

2009-10-10T10:34:00.003+08:00

just ended 4 night shift with shuhui, peixuan and angeline.. it was fun yet i learn a lot of things from them.. normah taught me how to actually "survive" in the ward with all this politics stuff haha as for the rest they taught me wat to do and wat i should do during a night shift.. its like any other day but jus that u have to top up everything thats gonna finish then if no more u have to order it by writing on the board then the nx ppl on shift will get it..=p

after 4 tiring nights, i went to have breakfast with friends till about 11 plus am then took a train home instead of a cab cos i know i will be spending a lot last night..LOL.. went home to dlp till 6 plus pm before meeting shena at AMK then head down to Night Safari for their holloween night! it was cool! not really scary though cos we were actually laughing at the ppl screaming and i actually replied to the questions the "ghost" asked... like wat are u looking at? i replied: looking at u! then when they actually jump onto the tram that we are on, devi got scared la! haha.. the ride was relatively fun la! after that we went for a walk at the forest trail for more adrenaline rush. haha.. we saw this 2 girls ahead of us and as usual we wanted to scared them, which we did! lol then the decided to follow behind us instead..and guess wat? the "ghost" heard us laughing and all they nv scare us instead they scare those 2 girls behind! LOL...we went for another round of the same trail.. but this time to take photo of the ghost and with them but it think we only took a few photo's with them =p

next programme of the night.. went to game heaven jus opposite leaders to meet some primary sch friends. by the time i reach there the 2 girls already almost there liao lo.. then we played games and they drink till totally wasted la! we drank like a bottle within an hour then opened another bottle but this time the girls didn't drink only me the boss of the pub Adrian my bro and wei kang.. but they nv drink much too la.. therefore i think i was practically the only one drinking that half bottle la! LOL..slack there a little longer before sending them home. took a cab home with qi ling and wei kang, send her up to her place then wei kang and waited for my bro before slping.. =p

HAD SO MUCH FUN! PLANNING TO GO AGAIN THIS FRI! =X

2009-10-04T23:57:00.003+08:00

OMG i drank a lot during the weekends.. first was fri, when we went to celebrate Kenneth's birthday at sakura we SO HAPPEN TO BUMP INTO JACK AND JUNHAO! was like OMG OMG OMG la! so junhao came over to chat with us then asked why nv call him along.. that i dunno how to reply cos i tot that it would be a little awkward since we are celebrating Ken's birthday and when he come he definitely will ask jack along... so ya..
then after eating, we walked to isaac's place and then started to write our notes for edric's present and drank! ltr on edric came over to meet us then we played games and the forfeit was like WAT THE HELL! anyway watever happened at isaac's place stays there! LOL.. did lots of crazy things that night! left at about 3am that day and so slept at around 4 plus.. cos i went to wash up and stuff then also msged the rest to check whether they are fine! esp chalene cos she cabbed home alone and she drank quite a lot! haha after knowing that they are all home i went to do somethings first b4 slping..

then came sat, went to hatched for all day breakfast! nice place to chill can go there another time! =p after that everyone had their own plans cos it was mooncake festival therefore all went for family gathering.. actually we also have de but dunno why no ones gg to grandma place.. and i didn't want to go home so joined sis to meet derrick and friends.. actually wanted to go walk around but that 2 say jus find some place to slack so ended up at gloria jeans, then we ended up talking about some family stuffs la for like 3 hours then cab down to Halo bar in Ngee ann Poly..
it's the 1st time that i went drinking with derrick they all la and my sis actually gave them the permission to make me drunk! but i think 1 bottle not enough LOL..
later we managed to get a ktv room so went to sing! and they keep saying that my voice was damn high pitch..LOL sang a few duets with my sis but totally no Mo Qi LOL.. and she SUPER HIGH! after all the singing and drinking we went for prata then derrick told me that he was impressed with me ( cos i drink a lot) LOL.. and say that on my 21st he will bring liquor to make me drunk! SIAO LIAO! HAHA

so reached home at about 3 plus 4 i think cos we were lost in the west.. haha but thank god managed to find our way back and then head home! thanx igan for sending us home! after such a crazy weekend i went to slp then woke up at about 10 plus 11 then had breakfast and prepare to go to work!

arrived early cos mum tot that there might be a jam at CTE.. so nvm lo.. at least i dun have to take train then walk up the slope! when i went into the ward then i realised that we are short of staff and i ended up taking care of the eye patients plus A class patient.. then the more senior one do HD (high dependency) and our deployed staff do B side... then i was like wth! i work 2 side nvm leh.. then i have no junior to help! cos 1 need to specialise 1 of the patients.. haix.. thats work life man! who ask me to be considered more senior then the deployed staff cos she dunno anything from plastic side ma... its ok i get to learn from it! =p

2009-09-28T10:31:00.002+08:00

yay! i collected my coach wristlet from jem last night! haha damn happy! will use it soon i think haha.... anyway the guys were damn irriationg! especially kenneth! cos i believe he was the one who hide my phone in the wristlet and then when i ws looking for it they jus keep looking and only jeremy lend me his phone to call. another reason i think was ken is b'cos he insisted that i put my wristlet in my bag (reason being, i'm quite forgetful so i thought he had a good intention...BUT when i found my phone in the wristlet, he said now its ok to hold ur wristlet in ur hand and then no need to put in my bag liao) stupid right! i seriously thought he meant well but... i'm jus too gullible LOL and kenneth is jus to tricky! hahah

2009-09-27T23:31:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i met up with my secondary schoolmates other than meow and xiu..
So i decided to organise a gathering for the clique that i used to be with during school days.. haha but wasted wen zheng cannot make it la! NVM sure got chance to meet up again but this time ruihong and desheng will be BOTAK!!! LOL

anyway met up with xiu ling first cos both of us were working but she was like an hour late! but i understand la cos our job cant really say go back on time means can go back de.. so when we met up, she told me her boyfriend will be taggin along for the gathering! so i was a little excited to how is this guy la! But when i first saw him was still ok, but as time goes by... i jus think he is not the type of guy for xiu ling cos firstly, he is very ah beng. secondly, he keeps talking about army and no other thing lastly, he keep staring at me which make me feel super uncomfortable.. is it b'cos of my dressing? but i wasn't the only one who noticed it la! JERK! girlfriend there still dare to stare PLUS i'm her friend la! WTH! and he was msging someone happily which seems like a girl la if not he wont smile till like that la! haiz... dunno how to tell xiu ling and she still keep apologizing on the guys behalf b'cos he really made the outing very weird. he seriously have nothing to talk about other than NS! and he treat me like a maid can! cos i was mixing the drinks and he was like ordering me so i got angry and told him... U CANNOT TAKE URSELF ARH! he totally have no manners lo!

so when we all decided to go for supper then go home we actually wanted to send him to the bus stop first but he insisted that we send the rest home first so in the end we send xiuling first and so he left with her, after that we started our XOXO.But such thing is her choice and we as outsiders have no right to interfere.. Jus hope that this guy wont hurt her and if they were to break up.. HOPE SHE WILL FIND SOMEONE MUCH BETTER!!! cos she is already quite introvert then we are afraid that she's those once bitten twice shy type.. anyway hope everything goes well!

haha but must thank this guy b'cos of him we had our XOXO session and got to know how RH court his gf and how Samuel court NY LOL.. but Rh's one was damn sweet! then they asked about me.. whether i have any guy in mind and i say dun have cos really dun have all are my close friends ma.. then stupid rui hong say JIA YOU by the time he ORD he wants to see my boyfriend LOL and he said it as "chu bing" instead of "fu wan bing yi" LOL but cant blame him la.. haha! haiz.... i also dunno when i can get a boyfriend sia! dun care la i'm enjoying single life to its fullest!

and as for today, went to celebrate laoren's birthday and met up with lishan super long nv see her le but she nv change at all.. jus updated each other with our lives lo.. haha we had Ashtons for dinner and 5 of us finished a whole ice-cream cake from swesens la! super full lo! haha.. but we made laoren eat half of it then the 4 of us each the other half! LOL eat till we cannot walk sia!
REALLY ENJOYED THIS WEEKEND! =p

2009-09-24T15:04:00.002+08:00

Went to ARENA last night! haha after longing to go to club since 2 or 3 weeks ago, Finally i went with my friends! LOL... i was working in the afternoon yesterday and once after work i had a quick shower then headed straight to clarke quay! on the way to find devi and shena.. i saw Shin!!! OMG damn long nv see her and yet saw her at clarke quay! haha.. like wat she said, clubbers always meet at the club without knowing! which is true! BUT I'M NOT A CLUBBER! LOL
actually we were at this latin pub called azooka but i didnt really like it there therefore we went club hopping! lol and decided to stay at Arena b'cos the music and crowd was nice PLUS their band is superb! can consider going the with the royal subjects! haha..

2009-09-21T01:47:00.002+08:00

tot we were gg out but in the end its cancelled..damn sian.. cos i was given public holiday tml by my ward sister and was damn happy! BUT TURN OUT TO BE LIKE THAT! -_-!!!
and b'cos of that i will only have 1 day off for nx week! haiz... nvm la its not the first time i only have 1 day off in a week...

okie its about 2 am and no one is home yet! im home alone once again...... tired but cant slp.. how???

2009-09-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

went to the Zoo with devi, anwen and goh plus her daughter! haha till now i still didn't get her name LOL all i know is that we called her meimei.. =p We met up at the bus stop near my place then goh came to pick us up.
upon arrival at the zoo, we entered it straight away and started our adventure! LOL.. the last time i went to the zoo was also with devi but this time is a totally different experience! we practically walked to every corner of the zoo i think,we walked to places we nv knew were there.. for example, the corner where we had our picnic. they have all types of trees, like passion fruit tree, pineapple plant, lady finger, cocoa tree and more....
after eating we continued our journey and ended up at the kidzworld where they have this water playground. AND ALL OF US WERE DRENCH b'cos there is this bucket on top of the tower that we were standing and when its full it will tilt to the side and ya we were under a shelter but apparently its of no use! it gave meimei a shock and she started to cry... so we brought her to a side and went back to the playground BUT i think the previous experience really frightened her so she was reluctant to go back therefore we headed to the normal playground. that's when we realised that we were the ones who are enjoying ourselves instead of meimei LOL.. cos she is too young to play most of the games in the park..SO WE PLAYED ON HER BEHALF! LOL cant wait for them to upload the photos! haha... haix, back to work tml but nvm OFF ON SAT!! AND I'M GG TO THE BEACH!! YAY!!! =p

2009-09-17T02:04:00.002+08:00

ARHH!!!!!! why cant i get to slp??? is there something that is bothering me? that's wat my friends will ask me.. but everytime i will jus say i'm fine =p i know that there is something that is really bothering me and only a few close friends know about it.. No matter how i hard i try i jus cant bring myself to face it. i always tell myself to give up and snap out of it but some things jus need time i think... haix.. may things turn out better for me =p

2009-09-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

OMG! i'm so broke! have been going out the pass few days and spend quite a lot of money! LOL but i enjoyed myself la! anyway, i had a very well spent off days as usual..LOL though i didn't go to the beach on sat but i went to kenneth hse for majong till fri then head home before meeting him again for movie! there after, i went home to rest before heading down to ECP with synergy teammates =p we had dinner, went to drink and played pool till like 2am before going home..
as for sat, i woke up at 9 and went to NYP for their volleyball camp.. it's been ages since we seniors went back to sch for trg! the camp was fun but i couldn't stay over cos i had to work the next day..And they went for some obstacle race WHICH I LOVE TO JOIN!!! hai.. nvm la..LOL
so sun, i went to work in the morning looking super zonk-ed! cos i didn't really had enough slp since thurs. only 3 to 5 hours per day i think.. but it didn't stop me from going to ccab on sun night. cos i wanted to see my friends if not i will have to wait another week before being able to see them. and as for edric, we will not be seeing him that often once he goes into the army ma.. SO MUST SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM! LOL
wonder wat it i will be like when he entered the army, cos he is 1 of the usual one who goes to the beach and ccab and clubbing sessions! NO WORRIES EDRIC, WE WILL MISS U!!! LOL

2009-09-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGG!!!!!!!! went for PAINT BALL for the first time! it's damn fun and i can imagine gg there again with our "kingdom" LOL... IT WOULD BE DAMN FUN!!! anyway i think they can jus change the name to PAIN BALL instead cos it really is damn pain la!!! i was shot in the neck which looks like love bite can!!! damn painful! and the rest who got shot also developed bruises! though there was a lot of pain but when u fire and cover ur teammate then win.. u will be damn proud of urself!LOL and i love the frontline cos i get to shoot down target plus shoot the opponent who is taking the box. cos if u shoot them they have to drop the box then wait for another person to get it back to base.. GUESS THATS HOW I GOT SHOT IN THE NECK! DAMN! =p haha but i think i shot another guy on his neck too.. so maybe he took revenge...LOL

as for sat..went to the beach as usual then fri went to smu too.. after which played mahjong at my place with EJ my sis and Daric. and i made daric clear his drawer...=X i felt quite bad so i paid for his cab fair to my place LOL...
thats all for the weekends, and i will be working tml again...back to working mode...=(

2009-09-02T09:32:00.000+08:00

jus finish my second night... another 2 more nights to go and i will have another eventful week end! LOL
fri may be gg to butterfactory with the royal subjects, then sat to the beach and dinner after that i suppose and as fr sun i will be gg for paint ball for the 1st time!! LOL excited much! =p

anyway my night shift was rather busy cos i had to give hourly eyedrops which is still alright BUT this time it's HALF HOURLY! damn sian.. its like u are in the midst of something then u had to stop and give eyedrop then get back to continue with ur things.. But it makes time pass faster! LOL contradicting.. anyway the colleague's that is on this round of night are the ones i enjoy working with! they are very fun and unlike the previous one where we seldom talk cos i have no topic or i'm afriad to talk to her..LOL (seldom have ppl i dun dare to talk to de lo) so she's rare i guess! -p

when i was knocking off today, while washing my hands i looked into the mirror and saw i had an outbreak think its due to the night shift..sianx... SO I'M DOING A MASK NOW!!! LOL THEN AFTER WHICH I'M GOING TO SLP LIAO!! HAHA then wake up in the evening for dinner before heading to work.. work is tired but when u work with ppl u like its fun! and when u know that there is a long and eventful weekend coming up! u will look forward to it! =)

2009-08-29T10:43:00.000+08:00

wat a crazy off day!!! woke up at about 11.30 then took a shower before heading to shena house to meet up and have lunch.. then played xbox! haha after that waited for anwent o arrive and had a XOXO session about 1 of our collegue and not long after that i had to leave for cineleisure to catch final destination! woohoo! the effects of the movie is very cool and the movie was alright only..i think the previous one is nicer and THE ENDING SUCKS!!!!! like wat the hell lo!

then after the movie we wanted to have dinner at thai express in paragon but who knows that it is under renovation so we went to taka for dinner instead...=( isaac joined us for dinner too.. after dinner we sat there till the security guard came to chase us out! lol cos they are gg to close liao.. so after we left i headed of to clarke quay to a place i always walk pass but nv entered! and last nigth was my 1st time in the "club" i think LOL
it's decoration is like some club in Taiwan but there is live Band which is damn good! they sing cantonese song and that's the 1st time i enter a club who plays chinese or canto song.. the place is very big it has lots of KTV room so i really dunno wat it really is.. is it a ktv? pub? lounge? or club? LOL cant be bothered anyway the place it called LUNAR! its jus beside clinic bar..=p

we sang till like about 5 plus then went to the toilet at liang court cos the other toilet outside lunar is damn dirty!! so after our toilet break, they were discussing whether to eat mac and the head home.. but i had to work today so i said i will leave 1st and Jim send me and my sis home...THANKS JIM FOR THE TRANSPORT!! =p and now...i'm going to prepare for work liao.. was still hoping if my mum were to be at home then she could send me to work then i can slp a little while longer...LOL haha okie gtg!

2009-08-19T14:29:00.000+08:00

its my AL but i'm doing nth at home other than the things i'm suppose to do..LOL OK la i have been out for the pass 4 days of my AL, going to sport hall to either watch a match or play a match...
went to watch UP last night after watching RED TEAM VS IK LOL.. good game red team! cos i dun like IK haha
the movie UP was very funny and also touching! How i wish i will be like ELLE, where she can meet such a wonderful husband, both have the same interest and to be so loving even till the moment she pass away. And that her husband nv ever forgotten their promise to bring the house to Paradise Falls! LOL SO SWEET RIGHT!!! haha maybe this only happens in movie..=p
will be going to hougang sports hall to support keneth if he is gg to play today..=p they will be playing against V.Alliance this will be an interesting match.. and the girls too! TNT vs SP good match too! LOL so ltr i will have to decide which match to watch LOL

2009-08-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

was damn pissed yesterday b'cos of work.. that stupid doctor practically asked u to do everything as in he ask u to call CT scan and stuff like that where he himself can do the calling. PLUS we were so busy to even entertain him b'cos there is a lot of things to follow up and so many hourly eyedrops! and we still have to give those anitbiotics, we dun even have time to check the changes for that day la! then he keep disturbing us appt all the appointment thing.. u want to know ASAP then call on ur own lo.. keep bugging us for wat? plus got so many dicharges to do dun go and hurry up still got time to ask us small thigns that is not very impt.. hai....thank god he wont be in the ward for some time cos he gg to the clinic. BUT MY CONCLUSION FOR HIM WAS THAT HE IS PURELY UNLUCKY TO THE MAX!!! HAHA forget about this stupid doctor... i went to hougang sports hall to support the guys team and after that we went for dinner before heading to kenneth's house to play mahjong! its been a long time since i played mahjong and i lost $13...=p we played till like 6 plus 7 in the morning then head down to compass point to have mcdonald's breakfast! after that we all went home to slp before gg to the sports hall in another few hours time...

soon 2.45 came and i was playing my 2nd match against Alliance, dunno wat happened to me today but i think i jus cannot take my time to set! i always seem to be on the way to set the ball and b'cos of this i dun really set very nice ball.. haix.. nvm nx meatch i will improve! hopefully! LOL
but we did well and could have done better! was quite disappointed that we lost the game b'cos i can see that everyone really did their best and that we were leading 5 to 7 points but they always seems to get it back and end up we had to play 5 sets.. AND WE BROKE RECORD AGAIN!!! LOL we played 5 sets and about 2 hours plus lo..haha b'cos most of the sets we play till like 29-27 the longest one was 33-31 can u believe it! LOL its the 1st time i see such scores plus it feels like we are playing in the finals LOL cos everyone was very "ping ming" and i heard from the guys that they were feeling nervous for us b'cos the scores are really close.BUT THE PPL THAT CHEER THE LOUDEST WHEN OUR MATCH END WERE THOSE WHO ARE GG TO PLAY THE NX MATCH!! LOL b'cos we delayed their match..=p

and today i was really pissed with val! started from the 1st match when we played against aljunied-hougang, mainly b'cos it's our 1st match plus i want to prove it to that idiotic coach feng duan that we (me and val) can do better when we are not under him! but she didn't turn up but thank god still have my sister =p but we lost not b'cos we dun have attack, we lost b'cos we have no defence plus a lot of fouls thanx to that COCK-EYE REFEREE!!!! we broke record on the 1st match by having the most number of fouls then 2nd record was that we played for about 2 hours with the highest score 33-31.. so wat's gonna be next???? tml we will be playing against red team so maybe the nx record is that we might win a set?? but dun think so LOL not saying that we are lousy but their team is really strong... nvm the ball is round so u and i will nv know wats the outcome ONLY GOD KNOWS!!! LOL and back to val, if she is not gg to attend tml then i think she doesn't have to come for any other matches already.. b'cos i think it is very unresponsible! ok if u r sick then nv come i understand (and i dun think she can recover tml) but if u are only working a temporary job then u nv go for our match which was against aljunied-hougang where i believe if she went we could have won and also today if she were to be there there is high chance that we couls have jus taken the match down with 3-0.. BUT WHEN WE WERE PLAYING THE MATCH, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF THAT WE DUN NEED HER TO WIN! thats why during the debrief i told the team that maybe i will be asking val not to play already b'cos wat's the use of joining a team, getting the jersey and stuff but yet to appear for any of the crucial matches where i believe we can win and maybe proceed to the level. then heard that this coming thurs match she might not be able to make it again! which means out of 6 matches she will be absent for 4 matches and by then wats the use of her coming down?? she totally spoil the plan and formation of our team b'cos we nv expected that she will miss so many matches and now that we have gotten use to the present formation i think its ok without her but if she is around it makes things easier.. haix..dunno la..

LET HOPE FOR THE BEST TML!!!! JIA YOU GIRLS!!!

2009-08-06T14:03:00.000+08:00

how should i start.... ok, last week we went to celebrate my mum's birthday at some restaurant that we have always wanted to try out but didn't have the chance. But this time we managed to go! LOL
anyway the food was nice and we had a great time!

then on sunday, i went to work in the afternoon therefore missed the volleyball session in ccab..=( and apparently i missed out some XOXO too! lol.. dunno about wat BUT i'm gg to find out ltr! LOL as for today, i will be going for training b'cos its the last training before our competition start so it's not nice to skip training jus b'cos i wanna have fun with my friends in the club.. so we have decided to leave slightly earlier then we will be able to meet our friend after that. but if i the ticket for girls are the same even if we go in after 10 then i will jus stay for the whole training then leave, but it will be damn mafan b'cos i have to big such a huge bag to a club and i'm afriad that if i go late there wont be space for me to put my bag liao... sianx. haha nvm let's see how things turn out ltr..=p

as for this coming weekends i dun really have any plans b'cos most of the royal subjects are leaving for BINTAN WITHOUT ME!!! no la they did ask me along but b'cos i had to work and if i keep changing roster it will not look good on my appraisal.. Plus i had to work night shift this weekend starting from tml night. so i will go clubbing to get myself prepared for night shift since night shift i cant get to slp so gg to clubbing i wont be able to slp too ma...therefore a good way to prepare myself for it! LOL

so u ppl enjoy urselves in BINTAN!!!! =)

2009-07-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

Fri: went to butter factory for the 1st time and i find it not bad! LOL and it was fun too! drank quite a lot which means i spent quite a lot too! all of us drank 1 shot and flaming lambo each and then share 6 jugs of vodka! =p Nvm it was worth it! and now we have something to say ken le LOL.. see ken this is wat i call karma or retribution for always teasing me! LOL k enough of clubbing..

Sat: was suppose to go for a class gathering in suntec but due to poor response we decided to change the date to the 5th of aug instead! and the rest also had their own programme like isaac and jem (beach) but didnt go due to poor response too and kenneth (toucho bag trg?) not sure if it's spelt like that! =p chalene and gerald dunno have wat.. And expected all woke up late for their events... LOL kenneth nv go for trg cos too tired and has headache. then jem woke up late for his tuition..
But we went out in the evening! went to chevrons to sing K =p it's very far la in jurong can! but it was cheap so it's worth it! LOL

Sun: went for the competition that all of us were looking forward to but at the same time not really enthu about.. contradicting right! nvm only those who are involve will know wat i mean..=p We met up at 8 for mac breakfast in hougang mall, and as usual those who asked us not to be late are always the one who are late! LOL like u know who... =)
Anyway i enjoyed myself though we lost the match.. and to think that we played quite close when our team have so many girls! SO GOOD JOB PEOPLE!!! looking forward to the nx volleyball session or meet up session! XOXO <3
After the competition we went to hougang mall to find our beloved isaac who came down jus to support and help us take photo, rested there for awhile before heading to Chomp Chomp for dinner! And guess wat? it's the 1st time isaac been to Chomp Chomp.. he seem to enjoy the food =p so after dinner we went on to Frolick for dessert and chill there.. but left at about 8.45 pm cos chalene has to go home and do work.. so here i am bloggin and i think i will be going to slp soon b'cos i haven't been having ample sleep for the past few days as there was a lot of events! LOL
so nitex!!

2009-07-21T00:20:00.002+08:00

How should i start.... Hmmmmmm..... was on my way to work on sat morning about 6.05am, when i saw an elderly couple holding hands and sitting by the park. This scene made me feel very touch and romantic, as in how many couple nowadays can still with each other for a very long time and not to say be SO LOVING even when their hair are all white!!! Then when i start work, i saw my colleague who jus came back from her honeymoon! She had a very huge diamond ring on her finger and she look super vibrant and seem to be glowing! LOL! Love and romance can really make a woman look so much prettier and younger! How i wish i can find someone who loves me for who i am and not try to change me to be someone he wants me to be.. but i think that someone have not arrive yet! So keep waiting! =p

Anyway, on the same day i attended my family friend 21st birthday! It was damn ATAS la! We had sashimi platter as starters, soup, main course where u can either choose 1.Lamb shank, 2. Lobster, 3. dory fish and 4. grilled fish i forgot what already lol... and then dessert! Can't imagine how much that will cost man! Then after the dinner, me and my sis went to find chalene who was at the hotel beside zouk attending her sis wedding. And we headed to wine bar, wanting to chill and have girls night out! But there was no space so we decided to enter zouk instead! haha.. it was fun and also feel a little weird without the guys =p It was rather last minute so cant blame the guys for not turning up! =) And guess who i saw? Bobby and john and also cheng yao haha all volleyball players, including our group! and of course i was called the butterfly by jia as usual. LOL.. we stayed till closing then went home straight after that because we intend to go to the beach the nx day..

Then when morning came, i msged the rest changing the meeting time to 1 instead of 12 cos i wanted to slp more =p so when i woke up i went to prepare my stuff and then wake my sis up. when she said give her 5 more minutes which i did give her and gave her even more time. Finally i call her at 12.30 then she said u go in first! i was damn pissed, if u dun want to go then u let me know earlier lo so i can leave ma.. make me wait for so long then tell me.. nvm its over. =)
Was happy that i went down because Louis went down too! LOL didn't know he will be there until he and elvin arrive.. and as usual gerald and the rest like both jem's and isaac are there to tease me the moment they saw Louis! SO SHY AND AWKWARD CAN!! Especially when we are leaving sentosa, they made me take Louis car and during dinner too! When kenneth was suppose to sit opposite him but when gerald tell him because louis was my eye candy that dumb kenneth changed place with me! Anyway, he is jus a friend! so u ppl dun make it so awkward leh , thanx in advance! =p

2009-07-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

Many things have happened during the weekends but there is something i have to say if not i think i will go crazy! =X And if u ppl take this as a blog war..THEN IT SHALL BE! =p

it's regarding the volleyspike coming up nx sun, there might not even have a problem if u ppl were to give me a definite answer when i asked. then now, suddenly say u r not playing and the nx moment say u want to play..i know our team is big and it's hard for everyone of us to play in the match but we will take turns ok I PROMISE! and also to apologize to ppl like lay yoong, jeremy kong and isaac.. kong i know u want to play very much but b'cos u keep changing ur decision so i have no choice, paiseh! as for lay yoong I'M REALLY SORRY!!!! b'cos someone said not playing then now wanna play so since its a last minute thing i have to cancel ur name...sorry =S

i have no choice but to strike ur names off b'cos the namelist can only have 10 ppl per team and our team have 12 ppl, so ya..
since that person want to play and poor me had to pick up the mess by msging those ppl whom i have to strike their name off...Nvm, enough of this nonsense which i dun wish to care anymore, jus dunno why things have to turn out like this. But now i dun think it matters anymore..haiz....

2009-07-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

Have been feeling rather moody lately... maybe it's jus PMS LOL! anyway had a small gathering and cookout at isaac's place on last friday! it was great though there is only a few of us.. went earlier to help isaac with preparing the food then wait for the rest to arrive then have our dinner! After dinner, we watched white chicks.. i know its a very old movie but a very hilarious one too! when the movie ended me my sis kenneth and isaac played mahjong while chalene watch fantastic 4 then gerald and shaohua left for somewhere i also not sure where..LOL

then when to play vball on sun, was rather happy that i will get to meet up with jeremy see cos very long nv see him le.. and b'cos there is too many ppl so a few of them didn't go down, anyway it have been a long time that we have nv meet up with jeremy kong and junhao so it was worth going down too! LOL we played very well that night and i injured my ankle a little but thank god i nv sprain my ankle if not i wont be able to go to work....and that will be damn bad b'cos i'm still not a confirm staff yet BUT I WILL BE SOON! LOL

On the way home, kenneth and chalene and even my sis was teasing me.. regarding edric and me, but there is nothing going on between us. so ya.... And then kenneth got hold of a photo and threatens to upload it! OMG if that photo were to be posted there goes.. wo tiao jing huang he ye si bu qing le! HAHA.. but i believe he has integrity therefore wont upload it..( pls let me be right this time!) lol..

Enough of vball, anyway met up with jeremy yesterday for dinner and went shopping. There were suppose to be more than the 2 of us but all say they cant make it and my sis last min say she cant make it, so jus the 2 of us went out. I was suppose to accompany him to shop for a polo T, but we couldn't find any nice one so i ended up to be the one shopping and he accompany me! LOL.. then when i reached home my sis can still ask me how was the date.. IT'S NOT A DATE PLS!! dun think too much jie! LOL

ok i'm going to slp already! nitex!

2009-07-02T09:41:00.002+08:00

What a tiring yet eventful and fruitful day i had yesterday! LOL.. went to watch AYG beach volleyball and it was great! the moment i arrived, i managed to watch the Japan and Thailand girls match! it was an interesting match b'cos both teams are very good! haha.. and guess wat? thai took the 1st set then japan took the 2nd and subsequently japan took the last set! which was very shocking cos most of us tot that thai would win, b'cos they were southeast asia champion...i think maybe it's b'cos they underestimated their opponent. Anyway great match!

next was the China and indonesia match, the guys from indo are very very strong! They beat the china guys flat! haha.. But the china guys are jus tall but not fast enough to defence and their blocking isn't as good as the indo team.. then at the same time the china and indo girls are also playing a match, so i went over to watch b'cos i knew indo guys will win. haha.. so went over to the centre court to watch the girls match, over here the girls are helping the guys take revenge! LOL.. in this case the indo girls are like the china guys only difference is that they are petite.

Next exciting match was the chinese taipei and thailand, they played a very close match! the scores were so close! it was as if they were playing the finals la..haha.. the taipei guys put up a good fight but eventually lost to the thai guys.. It's ok! u ppl did a great job! LOL

Another match, which i think the singapore guys played well! they played against japan and they won 2-0! Congrats! haha.. they did a great job, but wat i feel is that japan could have played better..maybe it's b'cos they lost the 1st match to saudi arabia then straight after that they had training then go for the match... so they have lost their morale and are tired from the training b'cos the weather was very hot! the singapore girls won too.. but i dun like the girls.. so ya.. haha they won becos the mongolia team wasn't very good but they are very pretty! (can see their photo when alvin upload the photo) haha so even if our girls won there is nothing to be so happy about!

The last match of the day was chinese taipei and bahrain guys, this match was the most exciting match of the day! haha... taipei took the 1st set with 21 to 14, then during the second set bahrain player became more aggressive and this time taipei player no.1 was making a few mistakes and so bahrain players took this opportuinity to attack him..hence they managed to get at least 5 points in a go.. There after taipei worked hard to get the points back but lost the 2nd set to bahrain..it's a waste b'cos they could have won the 2nd set (but there were quite a few mistakes in service and defence) so here comes the show down! haha... the last set which is only 15 points was even more exciting! they score was super close and 1st taipei was leading with a slight score of 1 then nx bahrain was leading by 1 and so on..lastly was bahrain 12 and taipei 13, service on taipei. But they didn't manage to get the ball over the net, so it's a deuce. Thank god they manage to get the nx point with a wonderful spike by taipei no.2 the main point scorer of the team. The last point was taken by taipei with a beautiful block and that's the end of the match! haha eveyone was supporting taipei so when they won, u can hear the crowd cheering.

SO EXCITING RIGHT!! i made the right choice to go down to watch if not i would have missed out all these wonderful matches! haha.. there were other matches like taipei and sri lanka (girl) taipei won, qatar and bahrain guys (forgot who won, lol), phillipines and sri lanka girls (phillipines won), japan and saudi arabia (saudi arabia won), mongolia and KZA (KZA won) But i nv really stay to watch all the other teams b'cos i was at other courts..LOL

I took photo with quite a few teams! HAHA.. but i got sunburnt! damn! but it is worth it! b'cos it is a once in a lifetime expereince! haha

2009-06-30T15:35:00.003+08:00

it's been a tiring week for me....b'cos all my duty was in the afternoon then morning and it's like for the whole of last week! but it was fun b'cos i manage to go out with my friends and on fri we can still go to Zouk and then they met up at 12.45 to go to the beach and poor me went to work! sianx...

i'm starting to ask myself if nursing is really wat i want to do for the rest of my life????? b'cos i find it really hard to meet up my friends b'cos my off days are usually during the weekdays where most of them are either working or in camp. then when they meet up i cant meet them due to work.. it's not that i dun like my job....but... it's jus the shift work that is driving me crazy... but this is nursing this was wat i chose so bear with it for 3 years then see wat u wanna do.. actually i have been thinking if i should get a degree in nursing or should i get another degree but maybe related to health science...it might be better! =p

anyway, i was talking to my patient yesterday while doing her dressing.. she asked me why i chose nursing and i told her that my friend said it was calling from god which i dun believe haha but i also have no idea why i chose nursing! my o level results can get me into all the courses i want to take and yet i chose nursing.. so maybe it might be a calling.. haha.. But so far other than the shift work,i'm ok with it! =p then she asked if i was attached? so random right, as in the topics we can talk about during the change of dressing..=) So i told her NO, b'cos that's the truth..haha but she dun believe me la! weird! i told her nobody wants me la, then she say it's jus not time yet.. which i agree! haha.. LOVE IS A GIFT THAT I HAVE YET TO RECEIVE!!! does this sound familiar??? LOL... but i told her i have many good and close guy friends so i'm ok with having no boyfriend b'cos at least i dun have to tell him everything i do and my whereabouts.. and i can look at handsome guys without worrying that he might get jealous! LOL that's the advantage of being SINGLE!!! LOL... but there are times that u will feel like having a boyfriend, that's when u are feeling down and need someone there to hear u nag, and when u are happy and there is someone there to share the joy with u! =p

NVM! let's jus let nature takes it course! CHEERS!=p

2009-06-22T10:33:00.002+08:00

firstly, our competition ended! Though we didn't get into the semi...we enjoyed ourselves! But the way they count the scores where really RUBBISH!!!! b'cos apparently 3 team have the same points which is SUPER RARE!!! (i know right) then they resort to using the time each team use to win that particular match! which was utter rubbish! i bet they didn't even time the game and using the time isn't valid! because different ppl take different amount of time to serve the ball and we need time to pick the ball when it is very far away!!! NVM it's all over!! LOL

secondly, i'm wondering if my previous entry was too straight forward?? But that is wat i feel and this is my blog so i'm free to say anything i feel about isn;t that so? but was it that straightforward? i dun remember saying anything bad on the previous post.....=(

lastly, i'm being bugged by a few ppl to join the volleyspike! lol.. i dun mid playing but i need to find ppl to join! KINGDOM this is another opportunity to play another competition so if u wanna join pls let me know asap! thanx a lot!

2009-06-14T17:17:00.002+08:00

okie... had my bbq on fri and it was FABULOUS!!! haha.. though some were late but at least they did come down LOL.. thanx for coming ppl! anyway, i believed everyone enjoyed themselves especially when we are playing those cards games and making each other drink like mad... haha and true enough someone really became drunk!! and that's our beloved dancer jeremy see!!! LOL.. u can see the unglam photos when the others upload the photo!

ok after all the drinking we headed to my house and continued wat we all have been avoiding and that is to talk about the problems that we are facing in the group! But i wanted Jacklyn to be there to listen and at the same time we can understand how she feel and solve the problem... yet she left without me knowing till the others tell me! But i was also happy that she wasn't there, contradicting right? cos wat i feel is that if she were to be there and hearing all the stuff we say she might breakdown.. But we did managed to talk about the problem and i know isaac is a little pissed but i have to let him know that the XOXO session is to pick out the problem and then solve it SO NO HARD FEELINGS OK!!! XOXO ISAAC!!!

after the XOXO session all of them went home except for Edric, Kenneth and chalene.. we took turns to take a shower then chat a little before we started playing mahjong! haha dunno how our brains can still function after drinking so much or is it only me that drank a lot?? LOL i think so but anyway we played mahjong till like 7am then all of us went to bed.. then watch Yes-man in the morning and another show before they left.. after that i took a nap before studying for my exams on wed, hopefully i will pass the exam b'cos we have to score more than 70% and i will be working in the afternoon tml and tues then my exams is on wed! damn it!!!! so ppl pray for me ok! LOL

Problems that we need to solve...ASAP!!!! =X

2009-06-02T11:17:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmmm.......Why must there be conflicts within a group of ppl who have the same interests? ALREADY it is very hard to find people with the same interest as you nowadays and yet, ppl are still having conflicts within them.. I know it is Impossible to NOT have cliques within a big group of ppl. B'cos all of us definitely have certain ppl we prefer to hang out with and some who we dun really like or should say it's because there is a difference in our views OR simply a clash in character... Which i think that's what's happening within my own group of friends!

All our problems MAY OR MAY NOT have started with that thread on Facebook. BUT I FEEL EVERYTHING STARTED WHEN SOME OF US BECAME TOO COMPETITIVE ABOUT THE UPCOMING COMPETITION ORGANISED BY NUS....

No one is to be blamed for this...So whoever feels that they are the cause should stop THINKING that way....(u know who I'm referring to if u r reading..LOL) B'cos it's human nature to be competitive, and to be frank, WHO IN THE WORLD LIKES TO LOSE???? EVERYONE WANTS TO WIN WAT! EVEN ME!! But sometimes we have reflect why things are turning out this way.. And is there a solution to this problem?? B'cos i can see that a few of the members in Kingdom is actually drifting away already.

I seriously feels that if we dun do anything about the problem now, after the competition there will definitely be a split in our group. That's my greatest fear!! I dun want things to turn out like that b'cos i know all of us care for each other and all we wanted is to play Volleyball together happily! But now, it's becoming like we go out just to train and be happy. However, whenever there is a training, there is bound to have some unhappiness. Which i feel this is making all of us feel rather lethargic to even attend for any of our training b'cos everyone is avoiding, we dun wan to see the same things happening over and over again.. And the more we avoid the worse things will happen!

Therefore, we should have a talking out session when all of us are present. And as a team i know u ppl feel the same way as i do, so please voice out whatever unhappiness or what u think is the problem we have within the team. Then all of us can think of a solution, which is better then to let the matter rest and seeing freinds of the same interest drift further and further away from us.... SO PPL LET'S TAKE WHATEVER COMMENTS TOWARDS OURSELVES OPENLY AND NOT IN OUR HEARTS!!!

2009-05-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

Yay! I'm officially going to graduate from NYP tml at 5pm!!! LOL.. Cant wait for it! not that i really like working but after 3 yrs of torture in sch with all the horrible lecturer's (but there are exception's) and also free from all the projects as well as exams! especially whenever it comes to practical exams, everyone will be super uptight and nervous! fearing that we might fail the 1st and attempt and will have to go for the 2nd attempt and if u fail both attempt then u will have to repeat the module!! But it really have to see which lecturer u get on the day of ur exams PLUS OF COURSE u have to study for it la!!! nothing is free in the world! LOL

anyway, i do enjoy my 3 yrs of poly life! Especially yr 1 and yr 2 where yr 1 we can still slack a lot and i can practically go for every volleyball training whenever there is.. (when there wasn't that much conflict within the team), as for yr 2... i enjoyed the most when me, devi, shena, ellis went for the Europe trip! haha.. it was very fun and we really shopped a lot over there though its considered expensive! but things started to change after we come back from Europe... anyway it's over and life has to go on even if u dun like it! =(
as for yr 3, it was rather a fast and stressful yr where we had to finish all our projects (if i did not rmb wrongly i think we had 8 projects that sem) really was a killer, plus we still have exams that semester then we had all our different posting to accident and emergency dept, operation theatre, gerontology and lastly our PRCP!

And in a blink of an eye, I'm already a staff nurse! LOL and it's my graduation tml!!! actually didn't want to go but after thinking of all the time spent in that sch and it ur last time u get to see all ur classmates i think it is best to go haha (not that i like my class that much, i jus wanna feel how is it like in a graduation robe..LOL)

hmmmmm.....not sure if my friends will be going down but i know my parents and my grandma will be gg haha.. dunno my grandma wanna go for wat but since she wants to go then come lo! LOL

2009-05-16T13:30:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging for some time already.. anyway there is nth much to update as well.. haha! have been posted to ward 63 Plastics, it's a nice to place to work at and the staff there is very nice too! OTHER THAN THE SURGEON! lol.. still have lots to study b'cos it is really different from all the wards i have been posted to, it more of a culture shock when i first got into the ward. B'cos i ward 46 i wont even have time to go to the toilet needless to say standing around. It's not the ward is slack but it's b'cos now they are cutting dwon on the elective cases so not so many patients around plus we have quite a number of nurses including us the new ones.. So ya lo hahaha

And it's the end of our orientation already! Which means we will have to end our "honeymoon" and start working shift work..Oh ya! i have managed to book my Annual Leave on the 28th or dec to 3rd of jan'09 HAHA all i need to do is to book the chalet and then work on the guest list can already!! And might be gg to Tioman or Langkawi in august or if i can get a slot in july then it would be better cos the slot i took is from 10th of august to 16th of august, which is the week where jem start sch.. so i will have to KIV this first...=p

FINALLY we are gg to club tonight! after like god knows when till now..LOL we have been saying to go and club before i start work and haven go. And now when i am already working officially then we are gg to club.. SO INEFFICIENT!!! LOL but nvm i bet we will enjoy ourselves tonight!

2009-04-28T18:57:00.003+08:00

it's been a week of foundation period for all of us the new staff of SGH! lectures are rather boring ( but i shouldn't complain cos nx time we wont have the privilege to stay in an air conditioned room sitting and doing nothing).. though lecture end at 4.30 everyday i always manage to go out and spend time with my friends especially on the weekends!! haha

went for my sis bbq on friday but before gg, i went to swim for the first time since i injured my ankle.. haha the feeling after u swim was GREAT!!! then went to eat and slack around with my sis teammates... then we played mahjong that night, i was forced to play for mum as she was gg to pick my dad up and there was no other one who can replace her.. so i stayed back to play while choo kiat went down with all the stuff for the bbq..=P playing mahjong with ur uncles and auntie isn't really very fun b'cos they are all so pro! it was super stressful man.. and all i can think of is to hope that my mum get back ASAP!! LOL.. but i should say i was lucky enough to not lose money but yet i helped my mum win about 10 plus 20 dollars! =D

then when my mum was back i join the others downstairs, took photos then all went home but some came over to my place to play mahjong.. i played too! but only for 1 round b'cos i had to work on sat!!! DAMN!! haha.. then after work on sat i meet jacklyn and friends before entering into sentosa!

as for sunday, some of us have a beach competition at bishan active so didn't really stay out till very late..=p Competition on sun was very competitive! b'cos there were a lot of strong teams around and there is only 1 court around so all of us had to wait for our turn.. my match were like a few hours apart la! 1st was 11.40, 2nd 1.40 ans last was at 5! and in between it actually rained quite heavily which all of us thought that they might postpone the games but they didn't.. ANYWAY the last match was very fun! i actually feel like some kind of fish in a fish tank whereby ppl look at every movement of yours! lol and i also felt quite happy when ppl cheered for me whenever i saved a ball or whenever i set a nice ball! LOL...

though we lost the matches but we had fun! and after such a tiring day..we actually still have the energy to go CCAB to play another session of volleyball! BUT this time it's indoor!! haha.. we actually wanted to go for a swim if we were to end early but didn't have a chance cos we ended late.. dunno where all our energy come from sia..maybe that's jus the benefit of being young! LOL

as for monday, i went back to sch for the selection to help the juniors with picking potential players for the team where i think i see hope for BOTH the girls and guys team.. =p but that depends if they want to stay on b'cos we have a lousy coach! LOL then went for supper with sppdy and some other same batch ones plus 2 freshies! really missed those days when all of us were so united and all the outings we had!

Lastly, i finally got my posting today!! it has been delayed till now due to SWINE FLU! everyone in the hospital are on alert especially front line staffs like A&E and isolation wards! anyway i'm gg to ward 63P which is a plastic surgery ward! haha.. AND THE BEST THING IS ME DEVI AND CANDY WILL BE IN THE SAME WARD!!! ONLY 4 PPL ARE CHOSEN TO GO TO 63P BUT YET THE 3 OF US GOT INTO IT!! CANT IMAGINE HOW IT WILL BE LIKE MAN!! LOL I'M ON CLOUD NINE NOW!! (plus candy keep smiling to herself when she knew we were all gg to the same ward which was very scary!)

2009-04-16T00:54:00.003+08:00

jus came back from NUS... then had subway for supper..wat a weird place for supper haha and I BET THEY HAD A VERY GOOD LAUGH AT WAT ISAAC SAID DURING SUPPER AS IN WHO STAY IN WHICH PART OF THE KINGDOM!! LOL.. it was hilarious! and i hope i can hear such laughter from them as much as i'm hanging around with them.. REALLY CAN'T IMAGINE DAYS WITHOUT VOLLEYBALL AND THIS BUNCH OF CLOSE FRIENDS...=(
actually i dun really know how all of us from different areas get to be such close friends! BUT I SURE DO ENJOY THEIR COMPANY haha the beach sure make a good place for making friends! thank god for giving me such friends whom i know can cheer me up when i'm feeling down though they are always teasing me.. but i'm fine with it cos i'm bringing laughter to all of them! and somehow bonding! LOL.. really hope i can hang out with u guys more often after i officially start work..=p

anyway while i was on the bus, edric asked me when i was starting work and stuff.. so we jus chatted for awhile like how will things be when all of us are busy with our own stuff cos i'm gg to start work and so will have lesser time to meet up with the rest for session of volleyball or even drink cos u nv know when i will have to work in the morning and stuff like that... then me and my sis asked him when is he gg to be enlisted then he said he dunno so he will be working till he is enlisted i guess..LOL BUT AT LEAST HE HAVE HIS WEEKENDS OFF!!! AND POOR ME DUN EVEN KNOW IF I CAN HAVE WEEKENDS OFF A NOT!! i dun ask for much maybe at least sat off every 2 weeks?? lol.. but i think that is very hard... and i was saying that maybe after 3 yrs of bond i won't wanna be a ward nurse already cos i find that this is not the type of life i wanna live as in i'm the type of person who needs my weekends for leisure.. BUT I GUESS I MIGHT GET USE TO IT AFTER AWHILE... then maybe continue nursing, then he asked: why? as in they have good pay.. but i say if compared to overseas the pay in s'pore is nothing at all.. plus the kind of stress and emotion we need for this career is so much more compared to other profession.. that's wat i feel la..then he asked again, if u dun wan to be a nurse then wat u want to work as? i said i wont wanna be a nurse but i can still find other jobs related to health ma..as in i can still work as a nurse but in a different dept like endoscopy or wat, cos ward has shift work.. i dun mind office hours then half day on sat.. haha...

anyway went out with shena and devi today for lunch at manhattan.. then found out that shena is not talking to ellis anymore after the KL trip they went tgh... haha but i think she is really too much so cant blame shena for not talking to her.. anyway walked ard the new mall in BUGIS to lookk for candy's 21st birthday present.. it is damn overdue but it's the thought that counts right??? LOL... hope candy will like the present! =p after getting her present we went to bugis village to look for another present cos it was her 21st.. but we ended up buying our own stuff LOL.. i bought a pair of rings and a pair of shades i all a long wanted but didn't see any suitable ones... then devi bought a pair of earrings and a ring too! and shena was like looking at at every earring shop to look for her pair of earrings that was spoilt... i can really tell that she like that pair a lot! LOL cos she was going into every shop that sells earrings and hoping to find a similar pair! haha..

after we gave up hope on looking for the earrings but we saw many other things we wanted to buy BUT WE WERE TOO BROKE!!! had to wait for may then we will all be rich and we will go back to bugis to buy the things that caught our eyes! LOL.. so we when to starbucks to slack and enjoy the moments together before really having to start work WHICH IS LIKE NX MONDAY!!! OMG!!!! we were like thinking which ward will we be posted and hoping that either of us will get the same ward so things will be better! but the more we think the more worried we become! LOL so we shall all hope for the best and hope that we dun get the wards we dun like and it would be great if we were to be in the same ward! at least we will have each other when things happen.. and it will be much easier to meet up, cos i wont want our friendship to end jus like this as our workload if forever not gg to end plus we work shift work which makes it even harder to meet up! =(

anyway have been trying to make my last week eventful one! haha but i think i'm gg to slack at home tml to finish up the drama series i'm watching then on fri go to BUKIT MERAH for wat i dunno LOL.. then gg to Holland V for steamboat in crystal jade then maybe hang around a little before gg home! and sat i will go down to the beach as usual! and sun i will be gg for trg in the morning, meeting meow to ask her how working life is and also meet xiu before we start work on mon! hahaha then in the evening gg to CCAB then have supper and i shall head home! wake up early the nx day and here come's my working life!!! =p

2009-04-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

have been home for the past few days cos i cannot go out due to an injured leg.. haha.. went out on wed to collect the uniform and shena was laughing at me!! damn! haha... but its ok cos my leg is much better now!

anyway was home again today... hate it whenever my parents come home.. cos when they come home, my dad will take the controller for the tv and change to other channel despite me watching a programme! THEN MY MUM STARTS HER EVERYDAY *^&@$^@$^ hate it!!!!
now i'm left with nothing to do cos i cant have the tv and to avoid my mum's nagging i decided to go to the room using my bro's lap top... thank god there is lap top for me to use if not i also dunno wat to do..haha..

2009-03-30T12:33:00.002+08:00

haiz.....sprained my ankle last night during a volleyball session at TBCC.. then a guy they call "lao da" send me to AMK then i took a bus home instead f walking back to mrt then take train to serangoon! THANX A LOT!!!! that was the 1st time i sit at the back of a lorry! haha was damn windy and noisy when we were in the tunnel!! when i reached home got a small scolding from my dad cos we were supposed to have a steamboat last night but i chose to go to play volleyball so i asked for it he say..haha nvm la there is nothing i can do since it already happen!

woke up and went to the sinseh straight cos i cant even walk le..so jus came back from the sinseh, he say it's a slight dislocation.. damn painful! BUT i nv scream LOL (proud of myself!!) though i was a very scared! haha.. anyway play NUS beach fiesta on sat and the weather was good for tanning not playing! cos the sand was super hot!! we cant even walk properly on the sand! haha..actually our grouping is can win de leh.. but think we weren't on form plus the weather every warm! so after all our matches, me edric mei ping and gilbert went to slack in the water then swim to the "island" opposite! haha.. swimming there was SHIOK cos the water was super cold! so we took our own sweet time to swim, then when we reach we climb the rocks and had a MINI NATURE TOUR!! haha..

after that we climb down back to shore, that was when edric slipped and cut himself! poor thing cos we can see the bone and he still have to swim back to the other side! so he washed his knee then rest before swimming back... feel the pain for him! LOL... must be damn painful! so while resting they played with the sand and we realised that he dont seem to be in pain anymore so decided to swim back then he say the pain is here again.. then i said u have CONTRACTIONS ARH!!! that's when he played along and started to breath in and out loudly and shouting!! then i help him into the "labour position" HAHA DAMN HILARIOUS!!! it's a pity that we didn't have our camera if not i can video it down and put it on FB!!!! DAMN!!! LOL

2009-03-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

went to sentosa today to tan!!! haha i know i'm tan enough but i really want to make thse ugly singlet tan lines away but i think there isn't much diff.. but val and jessica were sunburned!! LOL so weird! BUT THE SUN WAS VERY GOOD!!! YET I CANT GET THOSE UGLY TAN LINE OFF!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

but nvm.. i have another month to make them disappear!!! haha.. so after tanning and slacking in the water, we took the tram to palawan toilet to bath cos they dun wan to bath in the container toilet at tanjong.. we went there cos there wasn't a lot of ppl... after we shower, put on some make up and went to vivo for dinner..

BUT WHILE ON THE MONORAIL.. SOME RANDOM STUPID CHINA MAN TOOK OUR PHOTO WITHOUT OUR PERMISSION!!!!!!!!! me and jessica was taking a picture in the tram then that CHINA MAN jus stood beside val then snapped at us too! then we jus kept quiet... BUT WHO KNOWS he continue to take photo of us!! and even wanted to take photo with val and jess which they obviously wouldn't want to.. then i was sitting alone so he change target and took a photo of me alone!!! OMG!! I TELL U I WAS REALLY PISSED AND SCARED AT THE SAME TIME COS I WANT TO ASK HIM TO DELETE THOSE PHOTOS BUT I DIDN'T DARE TO!!! WHY WASN'T THERE ANY GUY WITH US TODAY!!! DAMN!!!

then when we alighted the monorail, there is this Caucasian asking jessica how to go to chinatown from vivo.. then i told him to take the escalator down to the basement then take the train to chinatown.. then he said: "if i dun get to china town i will come here tml (as in go back to vivo) to look for u.." in a joking manner LOL.. super hilarious.. then walked off, but hen we were at level 2 we saw him again and he looked lost, so i went up to him and asked him to go down to the basement then go to the MRT station and get 2 standard tickets to chinatown then he asked hte price so i say maybe 2 plus dollars and he can get back a dollar from the deposit.. after all the details and information he wished us all the best and we in turn wished him all the best and enjoy his holiday in s'pore!!!

after that we went to have our dinner at kopitiam then went to LASALLE for some fashion show.. but it was more like a graduation then they show their final products! But it really an eye opener! we get to see how their sch looked like and it doesn't look like a sch at all! HOW WE WISHED NYP WAS AS NICE!!! LOL BUT THAT WILL NV HAPPEN! the show was rather fast! but i find it SUPER ARTISTIC (like deh...IT'S LASALLE U R TALKING ABOUT) LOL.. cos they use materials like PVC sheets to make the costume which were VERY UNIQUE!! after the show i saw cristabel my sec sch classmate, didn't expect to see her though i know she studies in LASALLE, chatted for awhile then we went to have a drink while the others have their dinner... I jus got to know this korean guy which i think was not bad looking but he looks a little old.. haha but nvm, wont get to see him again and i dun even know his name! LOL... chatted for awhile but was rather weird cos there was 3 different types of conversations! haha.. me val jess is 1, the korean guy and val friend is another 1 and jolene and melvin one more.. But we had a little conversation all together la.. HAHA

went back on together with melvin and was super awkward cos i only know him for maybe an hour or 2 and there wasn't any topic to talk about.. but i broke the ice by asking him what is he doing now cos we all jus grad from poly then he told me that he has an interview tml in SMU.. so i wish him all the best! then nv really talked till i alighted from the train.. leaving jessica and him which i know they won't talk!

OVERALL I HAD A HAPPY YET ANGRY DAY!!!

2009-03-22T13:47:00.002+08:00

CELEBRATED EDRIC's birthday in his sch during his trg.. that was the 1st time i BAKED A BIRTHDAY CAKE!!! SO IF IT'S NOT NICE PLS FORGIVE ME!!! LOL.. hope they like the cake! if i'm free i will bake again and it will better the nx time!! LOL.. after trg we went to KAP to eat and saw zhi gang there..haha not the 1st time i sw him there liao...anyway after eating i went home to pack my luggage for the trip to thailand the nx day (18th of mar) then slept only for 2 hours then my bro woke me up at 3 30am to get ready but i only left the house at 4 30am then reach the airport at about 5.30 b'cos we went to buy breakfast... reached the airport and checked in then waited for the rest to come, gave them breakfast then went in and board the plane.. that's the 1st time i take a budget airlines, but it was ok la not as bad as wat they say la.. haha.. arrived in thailand at about 10 plus 11 thailand time....

Day 1 !
shop till i went crazy can!! b'cos the hotel is right in beside all the shopping centre and so once we reach the hotel we rest for awhile...then went to "platinum shopping centre" to start our shopping spree! LOL
that day i bought most of my friends things and a bag, some accessories, shorts, bikini and blouse for myself..then also t-shirts my bro ask me to buy and also looking out for things to get for my sis, big bro and mum.. really had lots of plastic bags as me and my cousin buy so many things!!! so when we cant carry any more and the time was near dinner time where we had to meet my cousin's godfather for dinner, we went back to the hotel to shower and get ready...

Day 2
woke up early to go for a tour at the floating market which we only paid 500 baht for 5 adults and a child.. b'cos when we arrive in Thailand, we took a van from the airport to our hotel "GRAND DIAMOND" then they told us that they have a promotion that day for tourist to go for a half day tour in a few places and so we decided to go to the floating market at me and my nephew nv been there before.. (or maybe i did go before but dun rmb alr) so we went to this river then they brought us to this "mini zoo" where they have different types of monkey, iguana (OMG look damn disgusting can!!!), snakes, tigers and even deers! we sat in for the snake show and showed us different snakes like King cobra, jumping snake, pyton and some other snake.. AS UAUAL they will call audience to carry the pyton and stuff like that right? i was being called out and so i took photo with the pyton on my shoulder!!! the feeling was a little scary but nice b'cos the snake is so cold and feels like leather LOL... after the show we went to some jewellery shop and a tailor shop.. where i made 1 formal top for myself b'cos i can;t find any in s'pore.. after which we reached the hotel we continued shopping! This time bought things for my sis and maybe a top for myself or wat (can't rmb cos i shop everyday) and soo ling jie bought so many things so we walked back to the hotel which is jus nx door to put our stuff then continued to shop but only for a little while cos we need to meet some one else for dinner as well.. lol..

Day 3
slept a little longer before gg to "central world" to get bras.. its cheap over there, then also bought a pair of shoe.. then rush back to the hotel cos Kee uncle will be picking dad and big uncle up to the factory and we had to wait for the clothes that we tailor make.. tried on the clothes and called the guy to come and change it b'cos we wanted the buttons to be hidden but they didn't do that..so got them to change it and sooling jie had to alter her pants.. after that we went to their wholesale market where they bought a lot of "mama noodles" cos i'ts very cheap and nice! also bought sample pack of conditioner cos they dun have it in s'pore! it will be so much more convenient when i go to sentosa or even chalet with those so i dun have to bring bottles of different things! LOL.. then when for dinner in this country club with bik gor then kee uncle, dad and big uncle joined us shortly.. after dinner we went for thai massage!!! IT WAS DAMN GOOD!!!!!!!!!! u really feel very relaxed after that.. so when we are done bik gor send the rest back to the hotel then send me and sooling jie and his mum to "SUAN LUM NIGHT MARKET" where we quickly got the stuff we want like singlets cos my sis last min tell me she needed 1 for her friend.. bought a shirt, a short, 3 quad, 2 pairs of shoe and 1 pair of slipper then saw the same bag i got at platinum so i asked how much it was and GUESS WAT?? it was 2 and a half time more expensive then the 1 i bought!! SO TOURIST WHO GO THERE PLS BARGAIN LIKE MAD IF NOT U WILL GET SLAUGHTERED BY THEM! LOL.. after that we went back to the hotel in a taxi.. cos wen auntie was with us and it was late already!

Last Day
woke up and went to buy things for mummy and big bro cos i haven got anything for them... so in the end bought a boxer, a singlet and 2 polo t-shirt for him and 2 pairs of shoe and cuttlefish for mum... and also a pair of jeans for my sis and 2 for myself.. went back to the hotel to pack some stuff then went out with big aunt to change the jeans for my sis cos i was afraid she cant wear them..then went to get anti-fugal cream for big uncle, some road side snacks for dad and beer for them.. BEER IS SO CHEAP OVER THERE!!! jus 25 baht which is $1. then i took a quick shower, packed all the last min things i bought then checked out.. we waited for ling jie cos she and jia jun wasn't back yet. then she was back she got scolding from big aunt after that we went for lunch and on our way down they saw this shop which sells 1 pair of shoe for only 100 baht so they went to buy but i already had enough so nv buy.... BUT i went to the store nx to it to buy a bag for mum and 1 for myself.. 25o baht each... after that went back to the hotel to wait for bik gor and cousin to send us to the airport! that's the end of my trip!!! IN CONCLUSION I BOUGHT LOTS OF THINGS!! LOL

SUPER PISSED!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-11T21:52:00.004+08:00

okie went out with seetha, devi and shena to big splash areas for lunch and bitch about ppl we dont like and stuff......we chatted for so long! from KFC to starbucks and i wanted to leave at about 6.30 or 7 as i WAS SUPPOSED TO GO ZOUK TONIGHT!!! HOW EXCITED!! but we only decide to leave the place when some HUGE BEE came flying in our direction!!! HAHA..

so we were figuring how to get out of East coast cos we were lazy to walk back to parkway parade so we wanted to take bus 401 that goes to bedok interchange BUT we waited for wat seems so long AND SO we took a cab to bedok interchange then i took bus 854 home...

while on the bus i was busy msging gerald and edric to see they were still game for gg to ZOUK... but apparently gerald nv replied then when i asked edric he didn't reply either then i call him and from his voice u can hear that was relunctant to go b'cos gerald was not gg and he was saying that it was late but the time was only 9 plus....AH YA WATEVER LA!!!! so much for being so wanting to go!!!!!!! i was like persuading Isaac to go to Zouk today when we were playing mahjong at his place on sat....AND NOW HE IS AT ZOUK AND ME STAYING AT HOME!!!!!!!! THANX ARH!!!!!!!

it's not the 1st time that this has happened......sianx....

2009-03-10T13:10:00.002+08:00

it's been a week since i last blogged....anyway nothing much other than going out most of the time to celebrate friends birthday and going out to get their presents... 1st was Jacklyn's birthday where we went to Marche for dinner, as for her present we decided to give her ang bao haha..then the others gave her a purple lingerie and jun zhuo gave her stuffs from Body shop.. took quite a lot of photos that day.. and they keep teasing jack about her 3.2 mega pixel camera.. LOL

then meet jack, junhao and jeremy to Bugis to look for Gerald's present.....really had a hard time looking for his present b'cos he dun seem to need anything..haha so after walking in bugis for some time we decided to go to Haji lane to try our luck...at first we were still looking for some Old sch clothes for him... But when we went into this particular shop we saw this action camera which we tot was quite cool but was too cheap for all of us to share so we bought the holga camera instead.. which i think was VERY COOL! if that was my present i will be damn happy! LOL and I'm very sure Gerald liked it a lot! cos it's so HIM!!! HAHA

so went to celebrate his birthday on sat after beach volleyball.. that day was GREAT!! we had a best combi team! LOL 2 jeremy's, edric, kennedy and me! we took over the court for the whole day and gave up the court to dominic and friends cos we needed to leave for gerald's birthday... oh ya ! we sabo Gerald with jus flour cos we dun wanna smell bad..( cos eggs damn smelly! LOL) Gerald treated all his friends to dinner at SHOKUDO in raffles city... the food there is not bad nx time can go and try..haha so after dinner when it was time to cut the cake, isaac asked whether we should make Gerald do something before cutting the cake and so..... he went to make some horrible drink... made of chilli sauce, tomato sauce, chopped radish, wasabi and tempura sauce.. OMG THAT DRINK WAS HORRENDOUS!!! HAHA and wt goes around comes around can! the plan back fired cos geraldina, gerald's sis helped him and made Isaac drink almost half of it and the rest of us at least a sip of that! I SWEAR NO ONE WOULD WANNA TRY THAT! LOL

after his birthday celebration jun hao, jeremy and me went to Isaac's place for a round of mahjong! he stay jus behind wheelock can!! OMG! LOL... anyway that game was rather on par cos no one win or lose leh...haha was a really close game! then we walked out to the bus stop where DUMB ISAAC said had all the NRs.. but in the end dun have so we decided to take a cab home.. it was 3 plus when i reached home..went to remove my make-up and wash up then read the book "A thousand splendid suns" till about 4.30am before realising that i have training in the morning which is only a few hours away!!!!! so i went to sleep right away LOL training was outdoor and the sun was SCORCHING HOT!!! leaving all of us looking so roasted.. HAHAH.. after training went home and wanted to reat but jus couldn't sleep and when i finally feel like sleeping......it was time to go to CCAB to play vball!

it was real funny when u see them checking Edric out! LOL without him noticing at all!!! WOOHOO!! but not sure if we can go again nx week cos it think the others find it quite sian to play with us cos 2 of them dunno the formation thing and was rather lost BUT we were improving with every match! haha.. and i realised that i can play libero instead of setter liao... haha a totally different position!!! HOPE TO GO THIS WEEKEND! LOL

2009-03-02T18:30:00.004+08:00

after an eventful week..here i am to blog again as requested by my sis..lol ok as i said in the previous post, i met meow theng on mon in sch then we when to watch the movie "he's jus not that into u" but before the movie we walked around amk hub then settle down for some drinks..chatted for quite some time as there was plenty of time to kill LOL... anyway the movie was NICE N SWEET!! it's a movie more for girls to watch compared to guys as one of my friend clarence said that the movie was very BORING.. different perspective i would say.. then

on tues, went for dinner with ken clarence my sis and jack after a session of beach volleyball with kennedy, andy, nick and val.... we had shokudo in ceneleisure and went to catch the movie outlander at lido, where we had free popcorn as my firend was selling popcorn there lol.. and my firend put the popcorn in a plastic bag and they werre shocked.. cos they stock count the cups for popcorn therfore she put them in a plastic bag... but i think they were shocked due to the amount of popcorn she gave me! haha thank god i told her i wanted a small one if not the plastic bag would have been bigger! LOL

then wed, met up with jessica to buy maddie's birthday present but ended up shopping for our own stuff!!!! haha.. i bought a dress and a top form forever 21 and jess bought the same dress as me but different colour then val met us and that's when we all brainstorm on wat to get for her but all of us had thought block of wat to buy for her, hence, we decided to make a bear for her since vivo had Build a bear! thank god there were 3 of us b'cos they make u do funny things.. and they will make u make a wish for ur friend.. GUESS WAT?? ALL OF US MADE THE EXACT SAME WISH!!!!!! WE JUS KNOW WHAT SHE NEEDS....LOL u should go experience i urself when u wanna make a bear for someone... after getting that we went to PS to get my slippers and at the same time see if we can get any other thing for her b'cos so many of us were gg to share and all we got was a bear!!!

thurs, woke up at about 6 plus to meet seetha and go for check up in SGH staff clinic... it took us about 3 hours to get everything done. Firstly, we register and take a queue number, went to pee for urine sample then took blood pressure, height and weight then eye test which include colour blindness test.. Seconf station, we went to clinical lab at blk 3 to take blood for all the screening like HIV, TB, CHICKEN POX and stuff lik haemoglobin count...they took 3 tube of my blood..NVM leaving me a bruise on the arm that was so ugly!! Third station was to have our routine chest X-ray done then after taking the X-ray we were to go back to the clinical lab to collect out blood test result for the Hb count only before heading back to the staff clinic which was far away.. there we waited for our turn to be seen by the doctor. my turn was fast! went in and the doc ask me some routine question and did a physical examination but while doing the physical exam... the phone rang and the doctor was practically chatting away with her collegue with me lying on the bed staring into space!! dumb doctor! so when she's done with the examination, i'm ready to go home! But b'cos seetha haven seen the doctor i waited with her and after her turn we went to vivo for lunch and bought $100 worth of voucher for maddie!

fri, alicia and xueyi came over to bake cookies then we went to their sch to play vball sincei haven touch vball for about 4 days.. we had exactly 12 ppl so we played match then after which the lights went off i went to bath as usual and go to the market for late dinner... it was crowded and we do not have enough seats and so jocelyn and weikiat went to KAP instead..after that before alicia and xueyi leave, alicia gave me card saying thanx and stuff. SO SWEET OF HER!!! not long later after wee chuan and stef finish eating, we all went home and i had to take the bus alone cos my usual bus kaki weren't there that night..haha

sat, woke up early for Waikiki, had breakfast at mac with jin rui, javier, greg, gilbert and my sis..then jeremy went in first and THAT EDRIC WAS LATE AS USUAL!! ASKING ME TO BUY BREAD FOR HIM.. SUPER ANNOYED! anyway made him say SORRY to jeremy for making him wait for all of us due to him being late.. that day we met a strong opponent right at the start which we lost but after that match we won the other 2 remaining team but didn't get into the 2nd round b'cos only 1 team will get in form each group. But it was alright! i believed all of us enjoyed ourself!!! haha.. and thank god we didn't get in cos it rained heavily and that me edric and jeremy had something on right after the game..but that doesn't mean we didn't put in all our might to play..=p that night which made me SUPER PISS!!!! b'cos 1stly, my sis cant make it due to sch project which was understandable. that makes us down to 4 ppl, then gary told me he cant make it due to a canoe event..then i persuade him and when he agreed to go...raphael called to say he dont feel like gg cos he was very tired! WTF!!! and with all the persuading? which apparently didn't work on him and making me look like some mad women in the supermarket in a dress and a flower on my head to fit some birthday theme scolding on the phone!!!! OMG I CANT IMAGIINE HOW I LOOKED LIKE!!! so i tried to get players but couldn't cos SUPER LAST MIN BUT THANKFULLY GERALD AGREE TO LEND GILBERT TO ME AND WUGUI ALSO AGREED TO PLAY COS HE WASN'T PLAYING IN ANY TEAM.. REALLY HAVE TO THANK THEM ESPECIALLY WUGUI COS HE HAVEN SLEPT FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS! so called edric to tell him that everything was still on despite all the last min thing. so after getting alll 21 pcs of diff cake we went back to the chalet.. and I WON MISS HAWAIIAN!! HAHA.. THANX TO ALL MY VBALL FRIENd FOR SABOTAGING ME! BUT WAS HAPPY COS I GOT A VOUCHER FOR BODY SHOP! LOL.. stayed till like 4 plus before leaving then send jess home

lastly sun, reached st james there for gerald to come and pick me then head into sentosa.. b'cos it was held at tanjong beach which all of us had to walk in as it was too early and there wasn't any tram in IF WE DON'T HAVE A CAR...THANKS GERALD FOR PICKING ME UP AND LENDING MY UR PLAYER!!! LOL.. okie, the match started with me playing with Jonas team which was very strong but our team did out best and eventually lost with a score of 18-21.. that was only the 1st match of the day and edric cut his knee, wugui cut his elbow and me who had abrasion below my knee all while saving a ball..that was how "ping ming" we played 2nd match was with some VAS player who think they were very good but we put up a good fight and had a duece with them at 20 points then lost at 20-22.. 3rd match was with some regular players who were very consistent, forgot the score. The last match of the day was with clarence's team, where he and daniel come and tell me that they intended to walk over cos they like us had lost all 3 matches and were starving.. but i say since we paid liao then jus play lo and they agreed lol.. so we played and we lost at a score of 19-21. I BELIEVED ALL OF US ENJOYED OURSELVES OR AT LEAST I DID, THOUGH WE LOST ALL MATCHES AND WITH OUR OPPONENTS THAT WERE ALL STRONG TEAMS AND THE NET THAT WAS SUPER HIGH! BUT WE DID OUR VERY BEST!!! HAHA.. THANKS GUYS FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL DAY!!!! and so after i signed the score thing, i went straight into the sea and the water was SUPER SHIOK!!! HAHA cos the weather was very HOT!!! then daniel they all left for lunch! haha.... we took photo's in the sea and on the beach before leaving, some went over to siloso to find the others who nv play to continue playing and some of us went to bath then go to harbourfront for dinner before parting ways..LOL

2009-02-23T02:40:00.002+08:00

went to learn how to roller blade on fri night at bukit panjang with gilbert and friends... it was fun but scary at the same time b'cos i was afraid to fall!! BUT THANKFULLY I DIDN'T FALL! HAHA.... anyway, when i learning the basic stuff from linxi, i heard someone say: "ta mei you kan dao wo men la!" then when i turn to look who was it..GUESS WHO I SAW??? IT WAS KENNEDY AND ANDY!!! OMG! IT WAS SO PAISEH CAN!!!!!!! OMG OMG! LOL..... then they ask why am i there and stuff when i told them i wanted to learnt hen gilbert ask me to join him lo... then i asked them why will they come to the place i'm skating.

then andy said that he was jus randomly looking out of his house window where he thought he saw me downstairs then called kennedy then they came down to say hi... SO RANDOM & COINCIDENTAL!!! i know they stay at bukit panjang but didn't expect them to stay jus the block nx to the place where i skate!!! so when i find myself tired after all the balancing and knowing how to glide a little.. i took a rest and gave the skates to linxi then she used mine to skate cos hers was taken away by someone else... so while resting we sat down and catch up a little then time pass so quickly, before we knew it, it was already 10pm!!! haha time really flies when u are enjoying it! haha.. then they asked me to go to the beach this tues which i agreed cos i'm very free!!! cos most of my friends are having exams so have to wait for them to end exam before we can go out!! sian.... BUT LUCKILY THEY WILL END SOON!!! LOL

And i think i'm going to have a very eventful week! b'cos i'm meeting meow theng tml (mon) then going to the beach and dinner with ken clarence jack and my sis on tues, going to shopping with jessica and those who can make it to buy madonna's present on wed, going for medical check-up for staff employment thing by SGH on thurs, going to help alicia bake and going to skate on fri, going to play Waikiki on sat morning till evening then go for madonna's 21st birthday and last but not least playing Surf N Sweat on sun!!! haha! that's wat i love about holidays! not staying home all day doing nothing. stay at home doing nothing equals to NO LIFE!!! haha..

think i should go slp le! nitex! have a great week ahead! =p

2009-02-17T18:29:00.003+08:00

okie.. as i promised to blog about wat my PRIMARY SCH GATHERING!!! here i goes!!!! lol
1st me and my bro went to citylink NUM to get something for his GF since valentines was the nx day.. so when we reached, randy called to ask if anyone has reached then i told him that me and erkee are there but getting something so told him to wait, then came a call from justin so i gave justin randy's no. and the 2 of them met up first..

after getting the staff to reserve a piece from NUM (ceneleisure) we went to look for the others.. it was like a spot the difference game!!! lol b'cos most of us have not met up for 8 years other than those in the same secondary sch or jc/poly. haha..everyone looked so different! spotting each and everyone of us from the crowd was rather difficult.. thank god i had their contact and so msged them to either ask if they are reaching if not tell them to meet at WARAKU instead...BUT MY PHONE WAS GIVING ME PROBLEM WHICHED MADE ME UNCONTACTABLE OR RATHER U CAN CONTACT BUT I CANT ANSWER OR REPLY..IT
S TIME TO CHANGE A PHONE MAN!!!! anyway those who met at the mrt station were me, erkee, suzhen, xiangyeow, randy, justin ,jason, micki, zoe, wei kang and the rest was either late or were at waraku already...

on the way there we catch up a bit with one another then we got lost.. haha.. cos we were not very sure of where was the exact location..finally when all of us arrived i went in and told them we made a reservation and went in...we took photos, had nv ending things to talk about, laugh at the top of our lungs b'cos erwyn was hilarious! u can see his video on facebook... i think we were really making a lot of noise till the waitress came in to tell us to lower our volume..LOL i'm sure all of us had a wonderful dinner b'cos we were talking about all the stupid things we did during primary sch and about how zhi kai slapped mdm see and stuff.. REALLY MISSED THOSE DAYS!!!

after dinner, we decided to go to esplanade terrace ( the roof actually) so when we reached, my bro told the guys in our group to pick a girl each form our group so as not to look so loser...haha b'cos on the terrace THERE WERE SO MANY COUPLE!!! LOL.. my bro is still as childish as ever haha..then we sat in a circle on the flor and played truth or dare! A GAME I THINK MOST OF US USED TO PLAY WHILE WE WERE YOUNGER... as usual most of us choose truth whenever the bottle pointed at us.. except for my bro! so erwyn made weird suggestions like asking my bro to kiss me and nonsense thank god the rest and i said NOOOOOO!!! b'cos it will be incest! lol.. so we asked him to kiss his bro weikang on the lips which both of them declined! lastly we all come to a conclusion and made my bro kiss weikang on the cheek and so wei kang agreed...haha it was hilarious! IT'S A PITY THAT WE DIDN'T TAKE A PHOTO OF THAT!! the camera girl suzhen was not as fast as the 2 of them..haha

not long ltr the security guard walked to us and told us that they will be gg to close the terrace which means all of us have to leave the place and find another place to go to if we wanted to continue our session..Then my bro suggested for them to go over to our place for drinks and mahjong.. and those who need to leave went home and we all parted ways.. so those who were left are me, er kee, suzhen, erwyn, xiang yeow, randy, carol, claudia, jolene, weikang,bryan neo and siyin. But xiangyeow, claudia and carol went home then the rest came to my place. While walking home, we went over to ROSYTH PRIMARY a place where all of us met! to take a photo at the main gate! while my bro and erwyn went to get erwyn's car then go get the mixers for the vodka..

when they arrived at my place they sat in the living room while i on the air con and stuff.. started talking again and so all of us didn't play mahjong (b'cos all wanted to play mahjong tt's why they come over) But nvm! we all drank and chat till like 3am then erwyn drove them home.. that ends the day of our GATHERING!!!!

As for Valentines day! i went to the beach as usual since it was a sat, then lincoln came to pick us up from vivo then go into sentosa.. but on the way to vivo everyone on the train were in pairs if not are on their way to meet their other half.. some of the girls were like staring at me then i gave them the what's wrong kindda look! irritating! so wat if u have flowers and a date? i also had programmes SO DUN LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!!! LOL.. i gave cookies tha i baked on fri to all those who went to sentosa that day! HOW NICE OF ME!!! LOL..

after a whole day of volleyball, we went to coasta sands to have a swim before bathing, u can see the photos on my facebook! lol.. then we left for dinner and celebrated SINGLES DAY!!! haha.. we went to ICE CUBE in serangoon garden! thats all i did during the weekends! lol..

2009-02-11T18:00:00.002+08:00

yesterday when i was blogging about ppl wanting to come over my place to bake right? and true enough! when i jus finish posting the previous blog.. edric talked to me online asking if he could come over my place to bake cupcakes.. then Last night or should i say this morning? lol.. at about 12 plus to 1am i received a msg from Felice asking whether she can come over either on thurs or fri to bake cookies.. and alicia too asked if she could come over to bake cupcakes and since i'm free.. i agreed to all 3 persons request! lol.. Edric to come over at 1pm today and the girls to come over at 12 plus on fri.. then we will go get the ingredients together!

AS for Edric, we arrange the timing at 1pm and AS USUAL HE WAS LATE!!! from the time of 1 in the afternoon, he msg me at 12 plus saying he will come over at 2 instead b'cos he overslept then when it's nearing 2, he msged to say he will go to his mum place for lunch instead so i dun have to cook.. and so he reached at 3pm. After he reached we start to bake, so i measured all the ingredients for him then he jus have to add them into the mixing bowl and beat them.. but when i went to get the eggs from the other fridge...it was frozen! dunno wat's wrong with the fridge! so i had to go down to buy eggs leaving him all alone in the hse! haha.. then was thinking wat if when i'm out my bro came home and see him in the hse alone.. haha think he will get a shock! but dun think so la, cos my bro knows him and he comes over quite often..lol

after i had all the ingredients ready, i got him into the kitchen to start baking if not he will be glued in front of the computer using facebook! Before he start beating the flour he asked if i have an apron at home so i told him i have disposable ones where i used in the hospital to bath patients...and when he have it he doesn't know how to use it la!! LOL..i thought he would make a mess out of the kitchen but it was still alright b'cos i was there to supervise.. haha.. more of an assistant can! he make me hold onto the bowl cos he cant control the mixer and asked me to put in the ingredients when i told him to stop mixing. He was so LUCKY to have an assistant la!! HOW I WISH WHEN I WERE TO BAKE AGAIN THERE WILL BE SOMEONE THERE TO HELP ME HOLD AND GET ALL THE INGREDIENT READY! LOL..

we bake a total of 50 cupcakes and he took most of them! he took 36 cupcakes! GREEDY!!! he left after baking to study with his friend, made me walk him to the bus stop and waited for the bus.. while waiting for the bus to arrive he said pls dun rain and to rain only after he board the bus then when the bus arrive he still doubt if i was telling him the truth whether the bus can go to bishan! b'cos i told him 156 but the bus he board was 156A so he dun believe me.. wat nonsense! HAHA... and TRUE ENOUGH it started to rain cats and dogs when i was crossing the road. THANK GOD I BROUGHT AN UMBRELLA ALONG! if not i will be drench in the rain..

i dun have anything on tml BUT fri is gg to be a packed on for me! with the girls coming over to bake and i have a primary sch gathering in the evening! hopefully the girls wont lost their way here and delay the time of baking if not i'm afraid i will be late for the gathering.. b'cos i will be teaching them hiw to bake cookie and cupcakes! lol..

2009-02-10T16:31:00.002+08:00

okie.. life without having to work is GREAT but also boring at times.. esp when there is no one asking u out and that u have to spend the whole day at home doing nothing.. haha but it's good to jus slack at home..contradicting right? lol.. that's what human are about what.. haha

so since i was so free during the holidays i baked cup cakes and gave them to my friends that met up that day and night! haha.. and all 40 cup cakes were gone jus like that! after eating the cup cakes some of them asked me for the recipe and also asked if they can come over to my place to learn how to bake them! for a moment i thought that my place was gg to be some baking sch or something.. lol ANYWAY IF U PPL WANNA LEARN JUS GIVE ME A CALL TO SEE IF I'M FREE THEN U CAN COME OVER!!!! haha.. i'm happy that all of u liked the cup cakes! will be baking soon i guess!

BTW i will be having a PRI 5-10 CLASS GATHERING this FRI!!! haha.. finally organised it! b'cos justin and a few have been asking me to organise but wasn't free due to PRCP and training.. so now when i'm having holidays i decided to have 1! But actually it only started out with a few of us like suzhen, me, my bro and kane.. but kane cant make it then i thought since all 3 of us were from the same class i might as well call the rest! so called justin, jason, laureen and etc.. Soon, i found myself gg through my old stuff looking for autograph book we use to write during our pri sch days..and went onto Facebook to find all this ppl! lol.. And u will be surprised b'cos Facebook really make wonders!!! i found almost the whole class in it! so from ther i contact all of them to see if they will be able to make it.. so far i have 20 ppl who have confirmed and a few more still pending! And those who cant turn up is either they are in the army or have other plans that day and a few whom i really cant contact..SORRY TO THOSE I CAN'T CONTACT!!! when i organise another gathering i make sure i will call u guys ok!

i even contacted our PRI 5 form teacher! miss sally tan or should i say Mrs yeo! haha.. she said she is happy to hear that we are meeting up after so many years BUT UNFORTUNATELY she is unable to make it for the gathering b'cos she have plans with her husband... so ya lo...NVM i have asked a few of the others to try to persuade her haha! hopefully she will change her mind! we dun mind if she call her husband and children along too! haha.. will update again after the gathering!!!!

2009-02-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

went to celebrate Choo kiat and Aline's birthday yesterday at Fish and Co. Had a lot of fun esp when hey had to stand on the chair and blow out the candles which was a little hard because u can't bend down.. so ya.. but they eventually managed to la... then we eat the cake (brownie) and because the brownie was too huge we decided to play "zhong ji mi ma" and the punishment was disgusting!!! thanx to EJ!! he added lots of salt and pepper on the tiny piece of brownie and those who lose will have to eat it!!! it ws super duper salty pls!!! think if u were to eat the whole piece think u have to go for dialysis already!!! haha.. but we manage to finish the whole brownie after playing the game Because Sharon up the stakes to a quarter of the brownie hoping that Choo Kiat would get it but in the end Amin got it!! haha..

after all the fun we had during dinner we headed separate ways and went home... On the way home, at the MRT station i saw Rui hong! so we chatted and were planning to have a class gathering for our sec 4 class..and while talking about it we saw another classmate at the bus stop.. so coincidental!!! So now i will be looking for all of u ppl to see if u r able to make it maybe end of feb or early march!!!

then today...i went to PS to meet my sis for lunch and bought 1 dress and a top before gg home and then went to NP to play vball.. die la... i think my skills have deteriorated or was it because of the wind? haha... shouldn't be blaming the wind la..LOL.. so after their training we went to Mac and was some what complaining that staying at home was boring SO.... dumb dumb Edric told everyone that i bake very nice cup cake (which i think is over exaggerating la) so i had to bake for them to eat BUT I DUN MIND BAKING COS I'M VERY FREE I SHOULD SAY!!! HAHA so ya those who wanna eat cup cakes do go for training this thurs!!! lol...

2009-01-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

it's officially the end of my PRCP!!! hurray!!! At last i'm able to meet DEVI, SHENA, ELLIS, CANDY, SITI SALWA like after a whole 3 months!!! we plan to go out tml to celebrate the end of PRCP and also to celebrate Devi's birthday!! haha..

anyway, i took photos with the staffs and give them the chocolates we bought for them then for the 1st time i actually feel that i will miss all the wonderful staff in the ward except for SNM lol...she actually rejected the cake the students bought for her la.. can't u just accept it as a token of our appreciation? weird.... then before i leave the ward i remembered to tell Aini that i gave all the appointment dates to the patients son and that i got all the dates for the appointment already... it was like i have undone things but that was the last thing i can do for her and i really thank her for all the guidance she have given me during this 12 weeks of posting! thanks Aini!!!

2009-01-23T22:04:00.006+08:00

it's my sleeping day today..and i literally spent most of the time sleeping b'cos i just ended my second round of night shift this morning....just another 2 more working days for me and i will end my PRCP posting!!! haha...then i can meet up with my friends on the 30th when we go back to sch to do some admin work...then I'm officially graduated from NYP!!

anyway this round of night shift was considered quite calm...nothing much really happen.. and i actually have time to go online for awhile then read my book.. and ya i finish reading the book already! haha i broke my record!! i finish reading the book during the 3 nights shifts! lol... then during the 1st night i was alone b'cos we had to go for break at different time so ya.. i went to the tea room and started to read my book with the radio on.. but was still bored so i msged Gary and Edric to see if they were free to chat.. so Edric called back in 5 minutes to chat with me... the call was greatly appreciated b'cos i was feeling bored and scared as the room lights were spoilt then was flickering and that the ice making machine was making some weird noise..haha so ya it was rather scary! so when i told the staff they will always say they wont go to the room during their night shift..then when i asked why they just say they dun like to be alone in the room..then when i get back to the ward, Gary called and i say: " WA! now then call me! my break end liao lo..haha" then he say he just received the msg cos his HP battery was flat.. but i cant chat with him on he phone then so asked him to msg me instead..
but we msged for awhile before he go to sleep cos it was like 2 plus in the morning..

and during the 2nd night i went for break but this time i went with Nadzira another student on night shift.. we had supper in the MO's room and then go to the tea room to listen music..haha..chatting with her was great! time really past fast and that we were both kept awake! haha..

Now..I'm all alone at home. My parents and sister went for some uncle's annul company dinner, big bro haven come back from work, think he go out with Kenneth, since it's a friday night so won't be home soon, twin bro went out with his girlfriend..so Poor me was left alone at home! so i started to have a lot of random thoughts haha.. looking at the clock tick and wasting my time, i asked myself :"is this what u want to do during your off days in future and it this the type of life u want to live?" i kept thinking but came to no conclusion.. then the nx qns came :"when will i have a boyfriend?" OR "will i ever have a boyfriend?" lol...then what comes to my mind was MAYBE WHEN I LOSE WEIGHT? LOL.. and then why must i have a boyfriend? dunno, maybe companion when i feel depressed, lonely, happy and that there will be someone to share it with me? haha.. dunno la just some random thoughts that ran through my mind when i was HOME ALONE...

2009-01-20T16:56:00.002+08:00

I was feeling quite depressed yesterday b'cos 1 of my patient jus passed away when we jus start our busy day.. but i should say it is good for her in a way also cos guess wat's her age??? she is 102 yrs old.. thank god she left peacefully and full.. cos its the 1st time i see her eat so much ever since she was admitted..actually in my heart, i was thinking maybe she will be gg to go soon but i didn't expect it to be so sudden!!! jus like 5 minutes ago i was still feeding her breakfast and after that i saw the curtains drawn and saw her lying there motionless....

BUT the worst part was when i called her family members...they reach but not in time to bid their last goodbye..nvm, it was when her daughter told me something like:"luckily my mum passed on before CNY!!!" i was like so stunned and didn't know wat to reply her..so i jus turned away thinking in my heart.. tt's ur mother u are talking about and she was the one who gave u life and brought u up but when she needed ur help and care but u ppl simply don't bother! maybe she didn't meant it this way but still i dun like tt feeling.. after a tiring day at work i went home and relax by giving myself a treat. by doing a mask! but while doing, i did a reflection of the day... i think to myself wat if nx time i were to have children or even to get married, i will teach them something called RESPECT AND GRATTITUDE.

Last night went out with my mum for dinner and shop for shoes! haha.. after that we went home and i read the book GARY give me for christmas. the moment i took the book up i didn't want to let go of it!!! it's simply too attractive and partly also b'cos the book was about WHY PPL WANTED TO BE A NURSE? WHY THEY STAY ON IN THIS CAREER? THEIR EXPERIENCES? AND MANY MORE..... but i had to sleep cos was gg to rebond my hair in the morning and working night shift today so i needed the sleep...so after the last story i went to sleep. BUT brought the book to the salon when i did my rebonding LOL.. i'm also going to bring the book to work tonight! IT'S THE 1ST TIME THAT I REALLY PICK A BOOK UP TO READ! THANKS GARY FOR THE WONDERFUL GIFT! hope to cya soon! as well as the others!!! we shall meet up when all of us are free!! =P

2009-01-14T15:09:00.003+08:00

ok yesterday was so called my officially last match for NYP if we are not going into the second round... anyway yesterday's match was with SMU (which is my sis team) haha.. it was really like a friendly match for me at least...lol

anyway on the way to TP i realised something was wrong btw my sweetie junior and hao peng you.. so went over to talk to her and asked her what happened..so she told me and i just listened... then after that chat about other things... but i personally feel that the problem is btw the 2 of them so i think i should not be bothering. But last night after supper with SMU he called to ask me wat did jessica tell me but i held back some information's cos she wouldn't want me to say it..he said he wants to know what really went wrong so that he can make amendments...but there is nothing i can do ma cos it's her relationship so as a friend i will try my best to talk to both of them but after all it's their decision.. so ya...

so while we were talking about others things during the chat towards TP, jessica told me she actually blogged about me!! i was totally shocked.. why did she blog about me? i asked her.. and what did she actually write about then she told me she forgotten already so i was like wth and asked her for her blog link... so this was wat she wrote about me!!!

" Don't be sad, Soo Wen. Cheer up kiddo! (: l know you're really upset because you did not get to play today and worst of all it's going to be your last tournament with us. Andand l know you're wondering how come it have to happen on your big day. l totally understand your feeling. Coach might be too dumb to think until so high standard. But you should understand him after training under him for the last 2 years. Go forward and tell him that you wanna play. And proof to him that you're worthy of that position. We'll be behind you supporting you always! (: Hope Coach would put you in for the next match. (: I'll be looking forward to that. I'll go see a doctor andand we together bring SMU down. Alright? Smiles for you sweetie! (: And again, Happy 20th Birthday! (: Love you! (: "

haha..was really touched to see this paragraph.. at least i know someone is there for me and supporting me after all! THANKS A LOT GIRL!!! true enough he did let me play for the last set yesterday but his intention was just to let u play cos he thinks there is no chance of getting into the second round already (that's the reason..not b'cos he thinks i can play better) HE ACTUALLY GAVE UP ON US AT THE VERY LAST MOMENT CAN!!! but i told my team to do their best although coach gave up on us..so we played as usual and at least i prove to him that it was his mistake for not letting me play! but after some persuasion outside he decided to change players and we actually WON! IT WAS A VERY FAIR COMPETITION i should say...GOOD GAME GIRLS! (SMU OR NYP) actually whether who gets into the nx round doesn't really matter to me anymore.. lets just wait for TP organiser tell us who got in..

but when i was in the court it was really like a friendly match b'cos the opponent were my friends and my sister! haha and they actually told me during supper that when i went in to play they were actually afraid of me! haha..so i asked them why..and they replied this: u actually made my whole team a fool during their training b'cos i made their whole team run like mad around the court with my 'fang qiu' so i laughed and say at such points i will only do that if i have the 100% confidence in getting the point if not i won't do it.. then sharon told me she dun think the main setter was "GOOD" and thinks that i play better then her.. thanks sharon! lol

THAT WAS THE ONE AND ONLY MATCH WHERE I HAD NO STRESS AT ALL!!! NICE!! =P

what a birthday!

2009-01-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

it's my 20th birthday today and i was rotting at home till like 2 pm before gg out with my sis to tampines mall to meet my bro for lunch! haha lunch ws nice except for the bake rice it sucked!! haha... anyway after eating we walked around and bought my bro a pants for his birthday and i bought myself a top from espirit and they bought me a cardigan...everything was nice.. my sis even got her team to get a birthday cake for me!! super touched! cos my team didn't even get me anything! but they did sing a birthday song for me lol!! THANX GIRLS!!!

but i was rather disappointed or sad today...b'cos i knew we were playing with a strong team and taht we will lose but they played a good game! all the way girls! the sad part was...IT'S MY BIRTHDAY AND THAT I WAS JUS STANDING THERE WATCHING THEM PLAY WHEN I KNEW I WAS ON TIP TOP FORM TODAY YET HE DIDN'T PUT ME DOWN TO PLAY!!!!
ALL I WANTED IS TO GO DOWN TO PLAY A FEW BALLS AND SHOW HIM THAT I CAN DO IT!!!!!! BUT..............HE DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ME A CHANCE TO PROVE MYSELF!!! AND IT'S MY BIRTHDAY YET I STILL GO DOWN.....AND WAT DID I GET IN RETURN??? NOTHING AT ALL!!!

during the 3rd set i really feel like crying b'cos i felt that i was wasting my birthday!!! where i could at least go out with a few friends for dinner AT LEAST I BET I WILL FEEL BETTER!!! so after the match i changed out of my shoes rather quickly jus to skip the debrief but didn't manage to do that..so after debrief i went to bath straight!!! (but i couldn't hld my tears back anymore so i broke down in the toilet..) =(

when i finish bathing and felt better i went to find my sis and ask their team to take our bus back to AMK cos the bus is like super BIG BUT EMPTY!! so why waste the space!! that was when my sis ask me to go out and have a chat... when she come to me i jus felt like crying b'cos i REALLY THINK THAT I SHOULD GO DOWN TO PLAY cos the other setter was like giving away points where i know i can get it back!! I TOLD MY COACH I WANTED TO PLAY BUT HE IGNORED ME TOTALLY!!!! ASSHOLE!!!!

after everything we went home from TP, my team didn't go for supper so i went with SMU and then cab home... THANK GOD THAT SMU WAS THERE ESP MY SIS.. if not i dunno who to turn to.. THANX JIE FOR BEING THERE TONIGHT!!!! ok i gtg tml still have to work in the morning...and will be gg to NP to play vball cos i dun think i will get a chance to play vball anymore other than sentosa... b'cos my coach dun even take notice of me in the team... all he sees is the other setter! since u like her so much...then dun ask me to go for trg la!!!!

2009-01-07T00:38:00.002+08:00

okie!!! i'm 20th today!!! haha thank you people for all the birthday wishes!!! anyway i will be having a match ltr in the night with TP!! there goes my birthday!!! actually i'm feeling quite sian cos i dun have any programme on my birthday other than a match which most probably we will lose and that i wont be able to get a chance to play in the match!!! that's why i'm thinking whether i should go for the match OR jus stay at home and rot OR find some programme to do??? can anybody tell me which one i should choose??? stuck in the middle!!

2008-12-31T01:00:00.003+08:00

OK! it's already week 8 another 1 month and i will end my PRCP!!! really cant wait to end it!!! the staff in the ward are nice to work with except for 1 that makes me go home at 6 everytime she is in charge! plus the sister in the ward is SCARY!!! nvm i wont wanna go back to this ward now i wanna got o devi's ward it seems like its not bad over there... haha..

i'm very pissed today b'cos i didn't really play well today at NP maybe it's b'cos it is outdoor or maybe it's just me... :( haiz....IVP is jus nx mon! i cant be like that if not i will never get a chance to play in the match!!! JIA YOU SOO WEN!!! U CAN DO IT!! FIGHT FOR UR POSITION!!! (although u know it's hard) not only that!! we were suppose to meet gary tonight to pass him his x'mas gift and then exchange our present.. we actually accommodate to his time but he last minute say he cant make it b'cos he haven got my sis and edric's present so ya.. i'm not angry about him not buying the present i'm just disappointed that he dun take it seriously... as in the exchange gift..haiz.. dunno what to do le...

anyway it will be a brand new year tml!!! so let's forget about all the bad things and hope for a better year ahead!!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!!!

1. pass my PRCP!!!
2. at least get into the top 4 in IVP!!
3. lose another 5kg before CNY!!
4. earn more money!
5. be a good nurse! & make my patients happy though they are in the hospital?
6. to smile and keep looking happy no matter what happens in life!

1st night shift experience!!!

2008-12-13T23:26:00.003+08:00

ok as u can see from the heading of this post.. it's regarding MY VERY FIRST NIGHT SHIFT AS A NURSING STUDENT!!! haha.. i was rather excited to go on the night shift b'cos i have nv been on NIGHT before and hear lots of stories during night shift.. so this is my turn now!! LOL..
ok first i report at 8.45pm after having dinner with edric, gary and my sis at dhoby ghaut.. met up to discuss on wat to get for each other for X'MAS!! haha... haven thought of wat to get for my sis leh..

anyway back to my night shift, when i return to work after 2 days OFF i found out 1 of my long staying patient was dangerous ill and that she may go anytime... so in my heart i was thinking PLS DON'T GO DURING MY 1st NIGHT not b'cos i dun wanna "wrap her" but b'cos i have been nursing her for about a month or so and now she is leaving which make me feel rather sad.. so talking about her... my 1st night shift was eerie!!!

1st~ she called me "ah muai" which was normal so i asked her: "yes? auntie is there anything u need me to help u?" the she replied saying: "i'm your younger sister hurry up come and save me...." and then she stopped calling... i thought she was confused so didn't bother..

2nd~ she started to shout: MISSY, MISSY, MISSY! then she shout DON'T WANT, DON'T WANT, DON'T WANT! then she shout GO AWAY, GO AWAY, GO AWAY! then she shouted GOT GHOST, GOT GHOST, GOT GHOST! and LASTLY shouted: I'M GOING TO DIE, I'M GOING TO DIE! when i hear that i tell u... i dunno is to run or help her.. i was scared but..

3rd~ i went to check on her to see if she was ok a not...then she started to plead me to help her (with some praying gestures) I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE MY COURAGE CAME FROM... i actually walked to the space she was facing and shouting at.. and actually fling my hands around reassuring her that there is nothing there to be afraid off before walking away...THANK GOD THERE REALLY IS NOTHING THERE LOL!!!

then when i tell my staff about this they say b'cos maybe her time is coming up therefore she could see things we cant see... BUT thankfully she manage to hang on for another day and left, i mange to see her during her last moments b'cos i went to work early.. i'm sad and also feel happy for her b'cos she dun have to suffer anymore and that she left peacefully..

2008-12-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

Have been really busy with my attachments and it's already the 5th week this week... haha another 7 weeks to go!!! anyway i'm gonna work on night shift tml!!!! dunno how is it gg to be for the 1st time!!! HOPE IT'S NOT GONNA BE TOO BUSY! lol...

Anyway i spend my off days to it's fullest or should i say i always do that b'cos i dun wanna waste my off days sleeping at home or doing nothing...so on sunday after my work i went to play volleyball for the 1st time in that week due to my shift.. then after trg we went to chomp chomp to eat..after that my sis teammates came over to my place to play mahjong! haha.. we played till 9 am in the morning then i slept till 2.30 and was late b'cos i was suppose to meet them at 2.3o at serangoon mrt!!

So i called them to go to marina square first then i will meet them there instead... after we met up we went to eat at "changing appetites" then walked around and we will meet up maybe 2 weeks ltr then exchange our gifts for x'mas! haha... so we went home that was when my friend msg me to say they are at amk hub playing pool so i went to meet them (i was on my home already when she msged me but i went to meet them anyway.. lol) then after we played pool we went to jalan kayu to have supper then chat.. and dunno how come we started talking about our ghostly encounters..then i think i really freaked Sharon out b'cos as i was telling about my ghostly encounter her eyes became watery...LOL super funny! and during the climax of 1 of the story where Amin was already trying to suppress his fear... then Sharon grabbed his arm and he jumped up and scolded CB lol... think that was the scariest of all for Amin not my story... so after all the scary story we decided to go home b'cos i was already 3am and Amin and my sis needed to work in the morning.. but when we reached home me and my sis watched Grey's Anatomy till 6 am but she slept at about 4 plus 5...

And i'm gg to meet Edric and Gary tml to do our wish list for x'mas before gg to work at 8.30...
so i suppose i really spent my off to it's fullest man! haha..

2008-12-01T20:36:00.002+08:00

well it's my OFF DAY today and i actually spent the whole day at home doing nothing!!!!!! WHICH IS SO UNLIKE ME!! as all my friends know that i' m NOT A HOMELY PERSON!! i will go out whenever i have the chance, example, go for a swim, play volleyball, gym, bake cookies or cup cakes or jus go out with my friends for movie or dinner...

what i did today.. 1st i woke up at about 8 to set my alarm clock then i realised that i was on OFF today..( it always happen to me! as in wake up about 4 plus 5 thinking that i have to work in the morning when i'm suppose to work in the afternoon and now waking up at about 8 plus 9 thinking i have to work in the afternoon...sianx..) then my mum kept on calling me since morning! asking whether i was awake and asked me to do the household chore and hanging the clothes out to dry...

after doing wat she asked me to do i went to watch SEX AND THE CITY!!! i watched it in the cinema with my group of friends but watching it again really set my mind thinking about the future.... will the 4 of us still be close friends? will we still meet up every now and then 10 yrs down the road? will we be there whenever we need help and support from each other?
while watching the show i ponder on the question.. is there really TRUE LOVE? maybe there is but i haven met any.. LOL.. the show was very nice i dun mind watching it over and over again.. haha.. anyway after the show i was planning to catch a movie with my sis since it's my OFF day but in the end decided to go tml instead b'cos it was kinda rush and it was about to rain when i wanted to leave home... it will be another day off tml then i will have to work 5 days straight before my nx OFF day comes...

OFF DAY!

2008-11-28T01:14:00.002+08:00

okie...went to ngee ann jus now and played vball with my friends..and also catch up with my sec sch friend who happens to be a common friend with edric.. he nv chance a bit man!!! still as rubbish as ever! and he keeps calling my nickname which i think is very horrible and haven been hearing tt for yrs till tonight! anyway i gave him eat the cookies i baked but it was a little hard NVM i will make better cookies the next round i bake! then i will ask him to come down again.. after training we went to eat and now i'm home with my sis friends from her SMU vball team, they are PLAYING MAHJONG and POOR ME can only watch! ( haha ok la i played 1 round and nearly win) LOL... then tml they intend to go to the gym in their sch.. i want to go but i can't b'cos u need to have the sch pass to enter the gym.. then gg out to shop...nvm i can go and swim at my grandma place tml then go and find them to do some shopping then go and meet my teammates for dinner with DENNY!!! haha... he is back on thurs but haven got a chance to meet him yet b'cos when he go for the trg i can't go due to work so ya... nvm i will getting to see him tml night!!!!!! haha ok la i go and watch show or go and watch them play mahjong le... haha..nitex!!!

2008-11-27T15:41:00.002+08:00

In a blink of an eye, it's already the 3rd week of my PRCP which means i have another 9 weeks to graduation! OMG!!! time really flies.. it was just like yesterday when i was still yr 1 thinking that PRCP will be very long more since it is in yr 3..BUT I WAS WRONG!! LOL.. really miss devi, candy, shena, ellis and other friends from other lecture groups.. must really find ONE DAY where our time don't clash and we shall go out to chill! [but dunno why ONE DAY nv seems to come! :( ] haha.. i will make it come!!!
anyway now the ppl in my ward are some ppl i nv see b4 in my 3 yrs in NYP nursing haha.. but now we are all good friends as well as colleagues... the ward staff are nice the only thing that is horrible about this ward is the SISTER!!! she is VERY SCARY!!! every time we see her we will pretend to be doing something BUT u must know wat are u doing if not she will ask u question and when u dun know how to answer her u will have a hard time i tell u! the other day she just told our lecturer that we go for break as a BIG group and our lecturer came to talk to us about it.. then we went to clarify with her that actually our break time happens to be the same therefore we went to break together...BUT actually she wasn't scolding us or anything she just wants to know how come we go together and that 1 of us happen to change her break time just to go and have lunch with the rest of us whereby we didn't know so she just wants to get our lecturer to tell us this NOT TO SCOLD US! LOL.. but all of us who were called by our lecturer had a shock of our life!!! b'cos it might not be a BIG ISSUE but it will mark u down and this is our FINAL POSTING i really hope all of us can pull through this and GRADUATE TOGETHER!!! JIA YOU PPL WE CAN DO IT!!!

now i'm having my OFF and will be gg to Ngee Ann Poly to play vball with my friends so i decided to bake some cookies for them to eat.. (THIS TIME I NEVER US THE PREMIXED PACK OF INGREDIENT!!!) haha.. proud to say that!!! hope that they will like it and give me feedback so i can improve nx time!!! cya!!!

2008-11-20T11:36:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging tt often already...cos i am now on attachments and the roster is a little screwed up la...it's like afternoon shift then morning the nx day which is like u go to work till 9.30 then u go home and slp then come back to work at 7am..so ya...i wont even have the time to go online sometimes...
and now, i'm blogging before i go to work at 1..haha tt's the only time i can find to blog if i work in the afternoon as for morning shift i can also blog after work la but usually i will be in sch having training..anyway...i went to REDHILL to play vball for the 1st time (and i think it will be the last time cos i have other commitments) but training there was not bad the coach is SUPER NICE!! the main thing is that he is NOT BIASED!!! haha.. i will try to go there if it is possible for me..
so after training, went home with junior and felice as usual and the bus ride home was CRAZY think the whole bus can hear our laughter.. thanx to who??? FELICE AND JUNIOR!! haha felice still say we are the cause of her sore throat...LOL (nobody ask u to laugh so much..)haha
the journey to yishun seems so long la..or is it b'cos the 2 of them were always saying things about me so the journey seems longer LOL..anyway they accompanied me till my bus arrive before going home.. HOW NICE OF THEM! haha..
okok i gtg already! work start at 1 and i haven even prepare my stuffs!! ciao!!!!!

2008-11-15T02:09:00.003+08:00

thank god it's friday!! there goes 1 week of PRCP!! haha can't wait for the following 11 weeks to end soon! and hopefully pass it and i can go for my holiday!!! I WANT TO GO TO TAIWAN!!
anyway went to meet my meow and xiu today for dinner and updated each other with our current activities and xiu told me she was attached!!! OMG!! AM SO HAPPY FOR HER!!! haha.. me and meow predicted that she will be the 1st among the 3 to have a boyfriend and we were right!! everytime the one who says she wont have a boyfriend always have a boyfriend b4 us!!! LOL... then went to shop around in amk b4 gg to town to meet edric and my sis.. they went to town to get a present for my sis friend then we went to watch the movie MADAGASCAR 2. it is very NICE & HILARIOUS!!! u guys should go watch it!!!
ok la i'm very tired already since i worked in the morning till 4 pm then wanted to rest when i reach home but didn't manage to cos i was doing something. then when i finally have time to rest....it was already 6.45pm so i went to take a shower and meet my friends and now it's already 2.20am and i should be sleeping soon b'cos i have to meet edric at 11.40 at toa payoh then go into sentosa together.. but i think he will definitely be late! haha... so cya~

2008-11-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

FCUKED UP COACH!!! i was so looking forward to the training yesterday BUT WHO KNOWS WILL TURN OUT LIKE THAT??? i know i shouldn't jus leave the court when he say dun wan to play then go home.. BUT I JUS CANNOT STAND IT!!!! i know it's my fault for using my legs BUT i wasn't the only one doing that wat!!! WHY IS IT THAT THE OTHER SETTER CAN USE HER LEG THEN WHY I CAN'T!!! we all know that u are biased but u dun have to be so biased to the point where u say u are being fair in training the both of us but from wat i see u dun seem to be doing wat u say is FAIR!!!
1st u say to me :" u dun wan to play Go and change with sharon and lether play then u say dun wan to play jus go" given my characther i will surely jus take my bag and leave wat!!!!!
2nd u say:" no matter where u stand in the court u r still training for the same position" but when i was in the other team which is supposedly the lousier team or those not in the main 6.. u actually say: " u no need to change position" then i was thinking that u say u are fair but why she needs to change and i DUN NEED??? then came the scolding!!!! u only raised ur voice at me when i used my legs then why didn't u shout at sharon when she also DID use her leg???? U CALL THIS FAIR??? I DUN THINK SO OK!!!
why do i have such a lousy coach??? and after yesterday's incident how am i gg to face him again when i see him...i actually went to the toilet to cool down but think about it i cannot do so b'cos there is a lot of things i wanted to tell him off!!! and now my teammates are asking me to apologize to him though i myself know it's partly my fault for using my legs BUT i'm jus too angry to do and I DUN THINK IT'S fair to me!!! so i WILL DEFINITELY NOT APOLOGIZE!!!! and i have decided not to play his outside team already! so should i return him the jerseys??? somebody help me!!! should i stay for the last semester since i have been tolerating this for my teammates for the past 1 year? or jus dun go for anymore trainings?
CONFUSED!!!!

PRCP posting is out!!!!!

2008-10-21T22:50:00.004+08:00

well i have been playing and enjoying my weekends so didn't do my case study which i'm suppose to hand in on thurs... but i read up a little on sunday night when i reached home and began rushing my case study (project) and i managed to complete this morning before i go to work!! haha... efficient sia!!!!!!
anyway, it's the 2nd week in ward 63C, and all i have been doing is the usual stuff like serving bed pans , feeding patient on NG tube (nasogastric tube), change diaper, shower patient, change dressing, blood glucose monitoring etc... but tml, I'M GOING TO TAKE CASE!!! haha... i'm nervous about taking the case but heard from those who have taken their case today, that it is not as difficult or complicated as we think it is la.. lol... let's hope it's like that so i won't have a hard time tml..BUT i didn;t choose to take a case today is b'cos the staff nurse in charge is a real jerk!!!!! he only talks to u when he need ur help in doing something, if not when u talk to him asking him something regarding patient care and patient's enquiries...u jus feel like u are talking to the wall or the air... IRRITATING!!!! BUT he was complained by the patient b'cos of this stupid attitude of his!! lol so happy he got a dressing from sister! HAHA....(a bit mean arh BUT WHO CARES!) hope tml he is not he in charge during the afternoon shift so i can take a case and dun feel so irritated by him! LOL.. pray for me ppl!!!
OH YA!!! PRCP posting is out already!!! OMG i'm posted to ward 46!! dun even have the slightest idea of this ward la!!! heard some say the sister in that ward is very strict and another say that the sister is very nice... so i dun know whose to believe..BUT i would like to choose to believe the one who said that the sister is nice to make me feel better! haha.. hope when i go for my PRCP the preceptor is GOOD and i have friends in the same ward.. b'cos everyone in my class seems to go to different wards!! :(
ok la i shall end here b'cos my irritating brother says he wants to use the computer to play his dumb game! he has been like that since last night that's why i had to wake up early today to finish up my case study! (but it's his computer la... sianx..)

Thank Gos It's Friday!!!! haha

2008-10-18T00:55:00.002+08:00

TGIF!!!! another 2 weeks to go before i have another week break before my PRCP a 3 months attachments!!! OMG!!! scared! lol... think it will be super stressful b'cos this is wat decides whether u r up to standard a not before being able to graduate...so ya... anyway i jus ended my HSE posting in Geylang Polyclinic the Day Care centre for senior citizens..
Attachments in this place is not very busy and u get to sit down and chat with the patients inside...so it's considered quite slack la...BUT on the 1st day when we meet the CI she started briefing us but all of us coudn't understand a word she was saying i tell u!!!! she is from Myanmar and the way she speak is like OMG!!!! and it's so early in the morning la! so all of us were like zombies when we hear her talk...but i'm happy that i made a lot of new friends there, there were like 5 students from NYP and 5 students from ITE and another guy from NP. BUT it's only a 2 day posting for us but it was a week posting for the ITE students so they are more familiar with the way it works in the daycare.. so they taught us wat to do and we got along got well but became better after lunch break! b'cos during lunch we talk a lot of crap and get to know each other even better.. today we went for lunch together with the ITE students who are very fun ppl, so we meet at the entrance and walked to the coffee shop nearby. we meet the other grp of students who were on the 1st break and sat together. soon it started to rain super heavily and all of us were like stuck!!!! (b'cos all nv bring our umbrella) so those who went for the 1st break actually went for a 1 and a 1/2 hour break la!!! haha.. after lunch time the time past very fast! which is a good thing cos WE CAN GO HOME! haha
it's the last day for all the students!!! but richie can only leave at 5 then all of us leave at 4pm BUT in the end all stayed back cos the stupid CI was super slow! as slow as a snail sia!!! jus ask her to sign then we fill in can le.. then she say i cannot do that b'cos i dunno what u ppl will write, in other words she dun trust us...and she treat us like a porter la! ask us send patient down to see the doctor and collect medication from pharmacy which took a damn long time! ah ya nvm la since we wont be gg back there! lol..
In the evening went to SMU for training and it was very fun la cos i felt i was a part of them b'cos peng han (their coach) did train me like he train the others which i think is very good haha b'cos some coach will not train u as much as u are not from their sch ma...haha.. but also b'cos he needs me to help them set ball to spike la and i have been gg there like it's my 2nd sch! haha..

geron posting!

2008-10-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

Well...jus started working in ward 63C this mon and the workload there is a lot!!! OMG and it's worse when u only have 1 student in the whole cubicle!!! (that's what happen to me) haha... thank god that there is another student from ITE but the BAD NEWS is that this week is her last week in the ward whereby it's only my 1st week! sianx.... anyway we did the orientation of the ward as usual then did some briefing on wat we are suppose to do for our case study and stuffs we are allowed to do and Not allowed to do la...ah ya the usual boring stuffs that all of us already know la..
on tues, it was a really Horrible day for me!!! b'cos when i was done bathing my patient then the clinical instructor (CI) happen to come into my room and saw some medication on the bedside of the patient and asked me to feed the patient. So i went to find the IMR (inpatient medication record) so that i know wat drug i'm feeding the patient. That was when HELL came! haha... he started asking wat the drugs are and wat are they for then i told him all the drugs i'm suppose to feed and started feeding...after feeding CI asked me to go to the preparation room to debrief on wat i had jus did la...then he started bombarding me with some qns that i learned in yr 1 which i actually forgotten e.g. wat is the speed of feeding? wat is the name of the NGT? whether patient's bowel sound was normal? etc.. thank god i knew how to ans some of his qns la.. BUT he came to assess me in my HYPOCOUNT (blood glucose monitoring) that was when he he say: quek, u r already in yr 3 and u have to know such stuff.. this sentence made me so worried that i didn't even eat my lunch and was pondering on the qns he asked so i can go and find out ASAP... i'm afraid that i might fail this posting!!! SOMEBODY PRAY FOR ME!!!!!! but it is good that he assessed me early so i know where i can improve on and wat to read up for..so i dun blame him la b'cos he is jus doing his job...NVM I WILL SHOW HIM THAT AFTER THIS POSTING I WILL BE A BETTER NURSE THAT KNOWS HER WORK EVEN BETTER!!!! U CAN DO IT! JIA YOU!!!
that's all about the bad stuff about the ward...Now i shall talk about some interesting things that happened haha.. 1st thing that happened is during the bathing time of the patients, when i jus finished bathing a patient and was leaving the toilet, i saw my colleague who asked me to help her transfer patient so i did...This is when the patient told her that she wanted me to bath her JUS B'COS I CAN SPEAK TEOCHEW! she say she like me more than the other nurse.. haha jus b'cos i can speak teochew but my teochew is not very good la..! haha (weird)
2nd thing was during lunch where this cantonese grandma called me and asked whether i wanted the banana b'cos she cannot finish and wanted to give me half of it..haha.. although this is not the 1st time where patient offer me things to eat but i still find them very kind and funny..haha... there was this other patient who even wanted to give me a red packet b'cos she feels that i helped her a lot which i rejected the red packet b'cos i cannot accept it la..( though i wanted to!) LOL... last but not least, 3rd thing was the patient's started to ask me for my name but most of them cannot rmb b'cos they have poor memory as they are old.. so when i was busy with my work, i heard someone call my name but it didn't sound like any of my colleague and sounded a little eerie..b'cos it was very soft and i didn't expect the grandma to rmb my name. haha...so when i ignored, she called again so this time i answer to that call and realised that it was the grandma calling and that i was THINKING TOO MUCH! haha.. ( how can there be ghost like 1pm in the afternoon and when there is a lot of ppl walking about).. ok i should go to bed now!! b'cos i'm working morning shift tml!! so ciao!!! nitex!! =p

2008-10-12T01:09:00.002+08:00

wat a friday!!! went swimming with edric then go down to town to meet gary and summer and also gerald BUT he say his family is gg to Turf city to have dinner and the Alaska king crab are much more tempting compared to chilling with us..LOL which i think is very true!! haha
so we took a bus to town and had KFC for dinner then walked to mcCafe to chat..when we saw this women who looked super scary can!!!!! U must see the way she eat sia!! very scary she looked like she have not eaten for the past few days and is devouring her fries...and had mayonise all over her lips..... then her feet is so black seems like she nv wash them but i dun think it is dirty, her feet looked like diabetic patients feet.. okie..enough of tt scary auntie!! haha
we walked to ceneleisure to see if we could catch the 11.50pm timeslot for the movie "my best friend's girl" so we walked super fast and on our way...we saw this trans, and he actually set his eyes on gary!! OMG!! but apparently only me and edric saw wat he was gg to do la! haha.. when i saw him or should i say "shim" ah ya anything la!! he was sitting on the stairway outside wisma then when he saw gary he stood up! then me and edric were like telling them to walk faster walk faster especially gary..haha i was like if tt person is gg to approach gary i will jus hold gary hands and tell him tt i'm his girlfriend in order to save him from tt horrible person! LOL
so when we managed to shake him of, i asked gary whether he know why we walk so fast and whether he know that guy was looking at him..he said he jus saw some weird looking person there and couldn't be bothered... so when i tell him tt he was looking at him, gary was like OMG! haha.. then edric say when he saw him stand up he felt like running! LOL b'cos tt "shim" actually did approach passerby before... anyway we finally reached cene, the movie tickets was sold out and the nx slot was like 1.30am, then we watched it without gary b'cos he has training the nx day so we bought the tickets and send gary to the mrt station...
after sending him we went to buy drinks in 7-11 then went up to slack...we went into the cinema at about 1.20am..tt's when we realised tt we are in the same cinema and even the seats were the same as the other time where we watched "mamma mia" but this time jus without gary la.. the movie was nice and ended like 3.20am... and by the time we walk to the bus stop and the bus took super long and when it finally come it was like 3.45 and so we reached home about 4 plus la!!! and i got scolding from my dad saying wat time is it now and stuff la.. but i did tell my mum tt we will be home late b'cos we are catching a late night movie but apparently she nv tell my dad...sianx...couldn't be bothered already so jus went to wash up then went to sleep straight away!
woke up at 10.30am but fell asleep again haha tt's why i entered sentosa late today.. only reach like 3pm the worse things is... i only realised i forgotten to bring my islander card when i was at clarke quay! if i realise earlier should have jus taken my sis card la...sianx wasted $3 when i'm already so broke hahaa....when i reached everyone was like asking where is edric 1st before asking for my sis la.. weird!!! anyway today we came out earlier than normal b'cos everyone left early then only left the few of us so we decided to leave early and catch a movie... either "burn after reading" or "eagles eye" BUT in the end didn't watch b'cos the seats were selling fast and the nx time was like 11 plus then when we say we jus choose any show to watch...it's all like M18 then gilbert cannot watch..haha.. so we decided to look for gerald and jacklyn at peppermint bar beside st james who were celebrating their common friend birthday! so we sang Andy a birthday song then drink beer and vodka then played games...it was awkward at the start b'cos andy dunno us but was better after we played games LOL.. after all that we all headed for home..haha

2008-10-06T22:12:00.003+08:00

went out with edric my sis and jeremy (a new found friend) haha...all we did today is eat i think lol..we had jap food for lunch then went to walk around in marina square and suntec then continue to eat again lol!!! went to kenny rogers to eat and then secret recipe for dessert haha..sure did spend a lot of money on food today! haha.. oh ya then saw my sec-sch fren or should i say is he spotted me haha.. but we didn't really chat a lot cos my friends were with me ma and they did not wait for me la!!! (angry) haha...after all the eating we headed home b'cos jeremy needed to book in then my sis go and give tuition then me and edric went home lo....
actually wanted to watch movie de..but didn't go in the end b'cos if we want to watch also can only watch the 9 plus slot where i need to study for my Advance theory paper tml la!!!! die la i haven study yet sia!!!! and the worst thing is tt i cant even find the book!!!!! siao liao siao liao!!!!!

2008-10-05T14:47:00.002+08:00

had a very busy and tired fri..haha.. went to work then go swimming with my friend then go town to shop and then walked to PS to meet my sis then walked back to orchard to eat swensens! madness !!! and half way through my stupid shoe gave way and i had to go and buy super glue la!!! SO paiseh! OMG! haha... we had calamari rings, french fries and Earthquake.. by the time we finish eating was about 11 plus 12 already so we took a cab home b'cos my sis need to study for her test the nx day...
then sat as usual we meet up and went to sentosa..but was late b'cos edric is forever late la!!!!! that day go and swim also late...ai yo..nx time dunno the gf how sia? haha... and we made a new friend yst, he is very funny la..added him online and crapped lol.. then jus celebrated my grandfather's birthday at some teochew restaurant in bendemeer...and will be gg to smu soon to play volleyball haha...that's all...=p

2008-09-30T23:20:00.002+08:00

okie....it's my 2nd day working in the Accident & Emergency Department today.. i feel that it is a nice place to work at b'cos it is very fast pace and that is wat i like about it..haha but yst i was in the resuscitation room and didn't have much things to do as it was a little quiet..BUT it is suppose to be the busiest place!!! so i consoled myself as being LUCKY for the patients la cos like that no one die ma.. but UNLUCKY as a student b'cos u don't get to learn much!! haha
anyway... i managed to see a resuscitation case..whereby they use a cardiac thumper (auto-pulse) it is a machine whereby it takes over the compression during CPR then a staff will do the bagging of air... was really happy tt i manage to see a case BUT of course i will want to the patient to be successfully resus! he was resus for about half an hour and when the doctors decide to call it off he had pulse again....all of us were so happy b'cos jus not long before he collapse he was still very alert and then suddenly he jus collapsed!!!! but the pulse didn't stay for long and so he still pass away in the end...which was very sad! then there was a lot of doctor but all were jus staring at the patient b'cos the machine was teking over the CPR ma then all they do is give the drug and wait to see if patient can make it a not.. if cannot then they have to certify the patient dead.... then when doing some check, there is this indian doctor who asked to go over at tt moment i tot he want some help but actually he jus called me to go over then he showed me the pupils of the patient where 1 is fixed while the other dilate to light....so weird but maybe he jus wanted to teach me something la haha but i already know how a fixed and dilate pupil looked like.. LOL
another 2 more days and that is the end of my A & E posting!!! why so fast!!! i haven learn all the things yet and i am suppose to leave!! sianx.....

2008-09-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

i'm so going to miss the air-condition in the operation theatre...sianx... anyway on the last day of work i saw a case on abortion which i feel really sad and guilty cos i feel like i was an accomplice who killed it... :( but ltr in the day i felt better b'cos i saw a caesarian case where we brought a new life into this world! haha...
anyway overall, i enjoyed my OT posting and may wan to go back there as an OT nurse! haha and tml will be a new chapter of my nursing career b'cos i'm gg to the A&E dept where u might not have a chance to go work there UNLESS u apply for it... shall see how they work there..haha... but it is also another short posting, even shorter than the OT posting b'cos there is a public holiday on wed! but it's ok, i shall make good use of this 4 days to learn more things!!!
JIA YOU!!!!

2008-09-24T18:00:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! today i scrub in for a surgery!!! haha.. it was really cool!!! i scrub in then gown and gloved and help the surgeon with the operation! it was a CLOSURE OF ILEOSTOMY ( which is actually part of the intestine where they cut and leave a stoma for the stoma bag) i was really nervous and was starting to perspire though the operation theatre is about 20 degree Celsius haha... BUT the surgeon was very nice and encouraging.. the 1st thing he said was:"1st u have to relax in order to do a good job" which i think is very true LOL... then we start the operation and i passed him the instruments he needed with the help of the senior staff nurse who is also very willing to teach...(cos not all nurses are willing to teach u though u have asked)
during the Op, i helped him(surgeon) hold the retractor and artery forceps and even help him cut the stitches when he was stitching the patient.. cos it was my 1st time being a scrub nurse so i wasn't very familiar with the handling of instrument so both the surgeon and staff taught me..haha.. the best thing about the Op is that i get to hold part of the patients intestine with my hands and i can feel the warmth of it.. actually it is nth to be afraid of la.. it just felt like a warm, soft and smooth piece of rubber haha...i am really lucky to get this CASE b'cos all the other friends that scrub in today their Op only take about 5 to 10 minutes b'cos OT is removal of hemarroids (piles) whereby my case took about 30 to 40 minutes which means that i have more exposure to the skills needed during an Op...
really enjoyed this posting haha b'cos of the air condition and also b'cos the workload is not a lot compared to the ward plus we do not have to write report in the operation theatre haha but most importantly is that i like fast pace work instead of slow progress LOL... i'm starting to enjoy this posting BUT it is ONLY 1 WEEK...:( now i'm thinking whether to put OT as a choice of ward after i graduate! And if i have a chance in the last 2 days, i would like to scrub in for another case!!! haha...

2008-09-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

Came back from KL last night, OMG the m'sia national convention was GREAT!! IT REALLY MAKES U WANNA FIGHT FOR UR OWN FUTURE!!! i was very touched when the speaker miss tan said: "u must be the owner of ur own time and not let others own ur time" and another one said: "what u r gg to overcome is not a mountain BUT overcoming urself! that's the most difficult part!" after hearing their speech..i asked myself this question...why is it that ms tan can do it in 10 months and me? so i told myself and everyone who went to the national convention with me to give me 3 years! i wanna expend my network and then earn lots of money!!!! and i also wanna go for the WORLD RALLY and have the incentive holiday where I CAN GO TO DIFFERENT COUNTRIES FOR FREE! b'cos the company will pay & the best thing is that...THEY WILL GIVE U POCKET MONEY TO GO SHOPPING LOL!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT??? WHAT A FABULOUS COMPANY!!!! so i decided.. i want to do this business and i wanna success in it!!! so that is my goal!!!!

then today i jus started work in the operation theatre which is a very interesting yet boring posting b'cos there is nothing much u can do BUT u can see many different types of operation! AND I ENJOY THE TEMPERATURE IN OT!!! haha... it is all air conditioned but very cold! haha.... today i saw 3 types of operation.. they are: 1. removal of hernia (Gastro)
2. removal of gallstone (remove gall bladder, Gastro) 3.repair of multiple facial laceration (plastic surgery) out of the 3 cases i find think the removal of the gall bladder and the plastic surgery one very COOL! haha cos for the Gallstone case, they did a laporoscopy whereby they make 2 pin hole and insert the camera and equipment which is very small in size and find the gall bladder then remove it by burning the flaps that holds on to the gall bladder... as for the plastic surgery one...this guys nose and lips was sliced into half and they had to help him repair it!! hope i will get to see more different type of case in this week so i can gain more knowledge!!! haha...

2008-09-16T13:32:00.002+08:00

i'm so happy that i passed all my module's and that my GPA is still considered not too bad..haha... was so worried that i can't slp la! i was like scared to see but still wanna know the results...so i decided to go and take a look where the stupid sch website was flooded by ppl i think...can't even login la! then wheni was able to login they say tt ur results ae not available yet pls try again ltr....but somehow i went to another window and found my results haha!!! at that moment i was so relieved!!! whahaha.... but now i'm jus worried yet excited about my coming up attachment which will be in the OPERATING THEATRE and ACCIDENT & EMERGENCY where i think it will be a great experience!!!

2008-09-11T14:37:00.002+08:00

last night outing at ZOUK (mambo) was great!! though we didn't really know how to dance mambo but i believe if we go there a few more times we will be able to dance it well b'cos every word is 1 standard movement! haha.. but i still prefer PHUTURE!!! haha... but i was full therefore even if u buy the tickets to enter they also wont sell it to u.. anyway we managed to get into phuture like after 2.30...cos after 2.30 to 3 they are not tt strict le..haha.. REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF LAST NIGHT!!!! and thank you gerald for the drinks!!!! when i get my pay i treat u! haha...we shall go clubbing another day!! haha...

2008-09-08T18:29:00.002+08:00

sianx.. my holidays are ending soon...that means i must start attachment's soon which will be very stressful!!! cos the coming up one will be my operation theatre attachment whereby we must help with the surgery..haha but though it is stressful but i think it will be quite fun haha... but the biggest problem is that once i start my PRCP i will not be able to go down to the beach as often as now le.. which means NO LIFE!!! but wat to do this is my jobscope wat....shift work...haiz...

2008-09-03T16:32:00.002+08:00

was baking this afternoon.. it's slightly better than the previous time i bake cos i put too much water then everything become 1 huge cookie which look like a pizza instead lol!!! but today's one didn't become 1 big cookie but was a little to hard.. sianx.. nvm i believe the nx time i bake it will turn out to be better and i can bake for my friends and family to eat!!! haha

jia you!!!!

2008-09-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

had a very tiring weekend...on sat woke up at 5.30am to get ready to go to harbourfront to have dinner with my friends before gg into sentosa to register for the RIPCURL BEACH VOLLEYBALL COMPETITION.. then everything started like about 9 plus where i played my 1st match of the day which we won without a sweat b'cos the team we played against dun really know how to play then after that match we waited till like 1 plus for the nx match la!! super long la!! lucky my friends were there so we played volleyball while waiting for the nx match.. then around 3 plus 4 my NYP teammates left and i was like left with only a few friends who went to the other side of the beach to play..they did ask me to join them but i cant cos ltr my teammates cant find me so was alone.. but was happy that my team made it to the 2nd round b'cos it's my 1st time playing as a team with my ripcurl teammate and we went into the 2nd round haha... really enjoyed myself but it was really very tiring...
as for sunday, i also went down to the beach for SMU's beach volleyball event cos my friend asked me to and said that there will be quite a few ppl gg down in the end.. only have 3 yr 1 and the rest were their volleyball team...but ok la the weather was nice and the 3 guys are quite friendly, and among them i find kian yong not bad looking plus he also can play volleyball quite well haha....but heard from my friend that he is not what i think he is lol...

2008-08-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

today went out with my secondary sch classmates for dinner and also went shopping... bought The Body SHop shower gel for $14.90 but it is for 2 bottle the usual price for 1 bottle is $12.90.. then at the same time also renew my body shop card. anyway xiu ling one of my friend wanted to make something for her classmate who is gg overseas for attachment for like 5 weeks.. but she have no idea of wat to do, so me and meow theng helped her decide and so went to get the materials we need
we decided to walk around in daiso then saw this test tube hence, we bought the test tube and some hair gel, alphabetical macaroni, glow in the dark stars, a box and some coloured paper to fold paper crane. after getting all the material we needed for the gift we went for dinner where we sat down to chat then headed to my place to start doing the gift..(which is making the person name with macaroni then put inside the test tube with gel)

Steps to doing ur own DIY gift:

1st: get all the materials i mentioned above

2nd: pick out the alphabets u need then if u have time colour the alphabet with
coloured marker or paint and wait for it to dry

3rd: squeeze some gel into the test tube

4th: insert 1 star into the tube and use a satay stick to adjust the place where u want
the star to be then add some more gel

5th: insert all the alphabet u need for the persons name then same use the satay stick to
adjust (at the same time add some more gel after every 1 alphabe or star u insert)

6th: insert other things like star to decorate or other things u want to put e.g. glitter

7th: once the name and decoration is done, u can use a stopper to close the test tube
and that's all but in this case there is a stand and we forgotten to get the stopper so
we used a piece of round paper and then insert into the stand to prevent the gel
from coming out

this can be a very good and nice display item or a gift for a friend..haha

2008-08-22T23:16:00.003+08:00

Yeah! finally i had finish my exams!!! haha... had been enjoying every single moment right after the paper yesterday!! 1st went to had a little group meeting to discuss about who to bring wat for the picnic and wat time to meet and stuff la... then went to bishan to have a late lunch before proceeding to the airport to send 2 friend off... they are gg to Europe for Exchange programme and also to tour in Spain and of course Amsterdam a country u cant miss if u go to Europe!!! lol...
After that went to popeye and chat with the others who went then go home... but the stupid bus ride was damn long!!! nearly died la!!! (ok la jus a little exaggerating haha!!) as for today i went to sentosa with my poly classmates and it was a really great outing! THANX SILA FOR ORGANISING!!! REALLY HAD FUN WITH U PPL TODAY though the weather wasn't really a good day for sun tanning but it was the company that made this outing so entertaining!! really hope to see u ppl soon and keep in contact ok?

2008-08-16T18:40:00.002+08:00

haiz.... so sian... yesterday's match was damn disappointing... we can win st hilda's alumni de lo but why must u girls give up in the end? we are the one's that should win them 3-1 not the other way round....:(
ah ya nvm le la since it's over le so we shall not feel sad and train harder for the nx OPEN'S which will be nx year...haha we have another year to train hope nx year we can get them in our grouping again then have our revenge!!! lol... we can do it!!! jia you!!
anyway i have annother 3 more paper to go before my exams end!!! can't wait for it to end then i can enjoy my holidays!!! haha... and i am having a lot of events coming up! like on the 22nd i might be going to malaysia with team alliance!!! haha i'm so happy when coach ask me whether i am free to go a not..haha but he has yet to confirm with me...really hope i can go and get the experience and make new friends like the alliance team though i know some of them la haha... then on the 24th have a 2 on 2 beach volleyball competition at bishan, then the following week on the 30th will be playing in the Ripcurls Beach Volleyball Competition 2008 haha.... i believe it will be a very fun month coming cos this time both teams i'm playing with are a brand new combination of ppl hahaha!!!
and i'm looking forward to all this events right after my Exams!! Hope i can also score in my exams!!! then will start my attachments in sept..think it's gg to be interesting as well cos i will be going for my Accident& Emergency attachment plus my Operaion Theatre attachment lol
Simply cant wait!!! HAHA...

2008-08-10T12:08:00.003+08:00

OMG! exams is like on thurs and i am still going out to my sis sch for training, sentosa to play and watching movie!!! i must finish studying my HS-3107 by today!!!! so that i can start a little on HS-3106 then revise my psychology & sociology....JIA YOU SOO WEN U CAN DO IT!!! Believe in yourself and you can do it!!!
Anyway went to watch 'Money Not Enough 2' last night with Gary & Raphael after dinner.. the movie was not bad, some parts were very touching! haha... after the movie its already 12 plus, then we were comtemplating whether to take train or cab.. me & gary went to take the train but we seem to have missed the last train and raphael also missed his last bus so we meet again then see wat we can take to go home... in the end we decided to take night rider home but tt dumb raphael dunno his hse gt which NR so we walked to youth park to take bus cos there gt all the NRs... then when he know which NR to take already, i realised i'm on the wrong side of the road so decided to walk to my bus stop but didn't know where is it.. haha...
so when gary's bus came i told him to go first cos i thought cos still have raphael ma..so he left and not long ltr raphael's bus came but i ask him to not to go..THAT'S THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I MADE!!! b'cos he force me to take NR1 to bishan then take cab then say he and gary will pay for my cab fare home....which i say no need cos i can jus go opposite to take NR6 but he say it is dangerous and start to give me weird scenario that i dun think will happen lol.. we debate for quite some time, in the end i gave up and jus took NR1 lo.. ltr his bus came and i was all alone at the bus stop lucky the bus came not long after if not i would have jus taken a cab home cos it was already 1.30am la!!! then i reached home at about 2.15am... super tired lo! but still went online to tell them NO NEED TO PAY MY CAB FARE!!! hahax... but raphael INSIST so i can't be bothered and all of us were tired already so i told them to go and sleep cos 1 gg KL and another 1 have training, both need to get ready by 8 la.. then still dun wanna sleep!! haha..
BUT LAST NIGHT WAS VERY FUN!!! haha.. though very tiring la...

2008-08-03T00:47:00.002+08:00

OMG!! i played the longest match of my life!!! today's our 1st match and we hads to play with our own teammates..( cos we have 2 teams and both teams happen to be in the same group) and during the match team 1 player got injured 1 by 1.... not sprain ankle means muscle cramp till cannot even move...AND the referee is ridiculous!!! wat do u mean by:" u all ownself rmb ur own position cannot keep asking to check for position" there is no such rule in volleyball and who likes to keep asking u to check position if we ourselves know it.. DUMB! plus another reason is b'cos both teams are aljunied-hougang csc therefore the referee thinks that we purposely wanna play 5 sets and lose to each other on purpose so that we can play 5 sets...which i think is even more stupid la!!! who in the right mind will wanna play 5 sets if they can end the game in 3 sets!!! furthermore the match today was the LONGEST VOLLEYBALL MATCH I EVER PLAYED IN MY LIFE!!!! IT LASTED FOR 2 HOURS!!! we play from daylight till sun set la...all of us were so tired and wants to end the match ASAP yet the referees are accusing us of playing 5 sets on purpose!!! anyway team 2 lost to team 1 but it was a great match!!! every single set we play deuce till 26 and even till 31!!! ANYWAY HOPE THE INJURED PLAYERS RECOVER ASAP AND CONTINUE TO PLAY IN THEIR BEST FORM!!!

back to blogging again!

2008-08-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

Once again i have decided to use my blog again! lol..
it has been about a yr since my last post, really didn't have the time to blog cos there were a lot of projects and other commitment for me..
then why now start to blog again???
i also dunno why a sudden feeling to blog again..but will try to blog more often as my friends always ask whether i have a blog then my ans is always the same.. which is "yes i do have a blog, BUT....i have not been blogging for a long period of time so it is as good as a NO"... but NOW i can proudly say i have a blog and will start to blog AGAIN!! haha...

IT'S NURSES DAY TODAY! HAPPY NURSES DAY TO ALL THE NURSES!!! =P

anyway what did i do today?
i went to sch as usual and then went out to VIVO CITY for lunch, it is supposed to be a celebration for the 5 of us that we had all PASSED our last practical skill! whoohoo! then after eating we went to shop and i bought a dress from forever 21... i really like it but actually i saw 2 dress but each was $48 therefore i only buy 1 cos i dun have enough $.. so sad! :( but nvm i am contented with that particular dress i bought haha.. then we went to catch a movie ( THE MUMMY) it's a good movie and we had a good laugh about it! b'cos certain part of the movie was very hilarious! and some part whereby Jet Lee and Alex (1 of the character in the movie) speak mandarin we couldn't even understand but when we realize wat Alex say it was very FUNNY! haha.. ANYWAY it wasn't suppose to be a COMEDY! i think is b'cos of the company i'm with that made the movie into a comedy.. hahax.. b'cos halfway through the movie my friend ask me "hey soowen, isn't shang ri la in sentosa?" cos the show was saying about a place named shang ri la...then another one ask " wa, in the 1940's chinese can sing jazz in english.." the funniest part is when the General Ming's army(some skeleton army) wake up and start fighting with Jet lee army( who were made of clay) haha.. 1 of the skeleton soldier put a spade on his shoulder and accidentally hit his comrade head off and he said " oh, ni de tou zai zhe! ni de tou zai zhe!..."( which means ur head is here) haha and he fixed it back... SUPER HILARIOUS!!! so when the movie ended we all headed different directions cos some had other programme and some went home...

2007-11-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

there was supposed to be a great party last night!!! we celebrated charlie's birthday at the beach where we smashed the cake on his face and had fun!!!hahax..then hongyue came to pass charlie his b'dae present then played a few games and left together...cos hongyue's b'day also around the corner ma...so we celebrated together! so after dinner we went to the open air area to play some games and the forfeit was to drink chivas or vodka... cos charlie happen to have a bottle of chiva's which he wants to return to gerald but in turn gerald give it to him as a b'day present! so we played games like 'big fish, small fish', ' zhong ji mi ma' then sat down to chat till the security guard told us tt the place was gg to close at 12 so we went downstairs.. where we sang a b'day song for hongyue b'cos it's her birthday today! then when we finish singing she bottoms up her cup of drink that she was holding earlier on and started to take photo's that was when we think she is a little drunk already...then lot's of thing seems to happen leh...i also dunno hahax... but when me and jack went to look for her at the toilet b'cos anthony told she wanted to puke but when we saw her and roger she already hurt her feet.. think she kicked into something and at tt point of time she cant even walked straight...so we decided to send her home...but she refused then started to vomit...so i called shihao to send her home since he was around the area and that i know him longer then charlie so got him to send her home lo... but tt wasn't all...more things happened! think is some misunderstanding la cos when words are passed around there is bound to have more things added lo.. but THANK GOD! everthing is ok now then let's jus hope that everything will be back to normal and nobody mention about wat happen last night again b'cos i dun think anyone can forget wat happpened la...

2007-08-26T09:50:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! EXAMS are finally over!! hahax..had enjoyed myself ever since exam ended on thurs lol.. right after the paper tt day i went for a volleyball match at hougang sports hall then dinner then on friday i went to play in SMU then on sat i went to sentosa!!! lolx... everything is about volleyball but i love it! and i always make a few new friends whenever i go to sentosa hahax...so if u are interested in beach volleyball or interested to make new friends u can JOIN ME!!!
but i only have this weekened to enjoy which is ending tonight!!! cos i have attachment tml... but this time it is special i'm gg to IMH (institute of mental health) so it's somehow of a new experience thing so i'm feeling a little excited yet at the same time feeling a little scared lolx... but think it will be a great experience!!!! BEST OF ALL is tt i'm gg to EUROPE in like another 19 DAYS!!! cant wait for it! but i'm gonna miss a lot of things that might happen here during the 20 days in europe... so u ppl gonna update me on wat's happening here while i'm away ok? lol
ENJOY EVERYONE!!!

2007-08-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

sianx... exams is on this thurs la!!! then after tt gotta go to IMH for attachment liao.... but heard from my friends tt who have gone before, like not bad leh but at the same time also like a little scary lor!!! haha so the feeling is like excited cum anxious ba....lolx.... NVM after the exams and attachment i'm flying off to EUROPE hahax....cant wait for it la!!! left with 32 more days before flying off!!! hahax.... EXCITED SIA!!!

2007-07-31T10:25:00.000+08:00

whoo... after so long finally ended my attachment in ward 48... the staff there were nice so are the patients of course except for a few la.....hahax... but over all i have learnt a lot from this ward b'cos it is a specialist ward.. oncology for cancer de.. then there at 1st u see patient still normal but as times go by their condition deteriorate then eventually pass on... after this particular posting i realised that life is actually very vulnerable so people who still thinking of giving up ur life please think about this people who wants to continue in life but cant...OK?! ok enough of these le.... btw during the 3 weeks of attachment i had my inter-poly plus ITE competition! hahax something i'm very happy about is that we won TP the champion team!!! hahax... although that match both our team win or lose also have no difference so both of us played in a very relaxed manner... but they can say a little under-estimated our team and so we won the 1st set haha!!! but eventually they caught up with us then we played for 5 sets and WON!!! hahax.... HEY NYP GALS I'M REALLY PROUD OF U PPL!!! hahax...

2007-07-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

wa... within the 2 weeks where my frens go into the army so many thins happen la!!! hahax...now we have so many couple in the vball team liao la!!! last time only have 2 pairs now have 4 pairs le...hahax..then today we went out as usual but this time is due to laoren cos nv see him for 2 weeks liao so decided to go out for a movie...but cos we wanted to watch transformers and b'cos it's a new movie so is like all sold out and even like 11.30pm slot also like selling fast la when the time is only like 4 plus la....then we decided to go to ceneleisure but in the end went to wheelock cos a few of them wanna buy bag from crumpler after tt was quite late then we went to have dinner in swensens! but waited outside for super long cos we have a very huge group got like 11 of us la then nvm la then go in liao everyone's food is here already but only 3 of us the order not here yet lor... they like almost finish eating le lor got a few even already finish eating la but our food not here yet but jus as they wanted to complain the food come lor..hahax....after eating and chatting we left swensens then from there shen and hz left 1st...and the rest walk to somerset mrt lor... so in the end we were like out for so long then nv do much thing la then is a little sian... but nvm we can always go out again de but this time stick back to the usual plan like go k-box or wat hahax....tt's all about today!!! then....i might not be online for quite some time le cos attachment's gonna start this mon 2nd july for 3 weeks lor....then everytime got attachment sure have competition de lor!!! so angry cos very tiring lor....sianx...

2007-06-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

whooo!!! hahax... went to ZOUK last night then had great fun...actually was quite like a last minute thing so only manage to get 5 ppl from NYP to go then also call a few others down lor... so altogether gt 9 of us!!! only 3 girls then the rest are guys...hahax somehow have a bodyguard like tt la...lolx... anyway we reach there about 12 plus and the place was freaking crowded la!!! dun even have space for u to walk la even if have is those u have to squeeze ur way through lor...then due to too many ppl we dun have to dance and we are already perspiring la!!! 1st we at the R&B side then after a while decided to go to mambo which is another part of zouk la... but at tt side we saw many tran-sexual la!!! but they were SUPER GORGEOUS la!!! we got a drink then rest and continued to party till it close at about 4 plus then took photos!!! after tt went to AMK s-11 to grab a bite then talk till about 6 plus in the morning then those who lived at semb that area took a cab where as those who stay at serangoon and hougang area de took a bus back since it's already like morning lor...hahax... nx time when we are free we should get more ppl go then will be better!!! anyway had to thank the guys who went with us la cos they were somehow like our bodyguard la haha....THANX GUYS!!! REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF!!!

2007-06-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

wa!!! I MUST JIA YOU LE!!!! cos now our NYP girls team got 17 ppl then only got main 12... how to fight??? i mean if u wanna have a place in the team u must really fight for it lor... like for me i know jjc de will go in the main 12 and also the main 6 de then is either me or another player will get in to the main 12 lor... i hope i can make it to the main 12... if not i think i will be very disappointed lor but for her it's also the same wat she will also feel disappointed lor...sianx... sometimes i think a team have too many ppl also not good lor cos this makes thing very difficult for the coach as he needs to choose 12 player's then will have 5 more who cannot go in then their morale will drop or for some who are more pro-active then they will go train harder to fight for the place la...but the thing is i dun have any confidence in myself in getting into the main 12... i jus got this feeling tt i very lousy then like everytime set also like cannot make it leh... i dunno la i very confused and lost!!! can someone give me advice in wat to do and also give me advice for my skills so i can improve faster and more!!! help...(lolx)

2007-06-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

haix...how come training keep cancelling??? like for the girls teal already 1 week plus nv train le lor jus hope wed trg nv rain lor if not cancel again then 2 week no training le lor...then if continue cancelling training hor won't have enough time to train for POL-ITE le lor POL-ITE start in starting or july lor... anyway today suppose to be indoor de but dunno why say cannot use lor... then say wat not enough ppl then training cancel... but anyway still got a few of us who decided to play regardless the cancellation of training hahax... then on our way up to the outdoor court i peeped into the sports hall then saw no one using it wat then ask the guys to go ask whether we can use the court in the end can use lor... wa lao if like that then actually can have training lor cos i think everyone say cannot is b'cos training is outdoor ba...this is wat i think la...

GATHERING FOR LAOREN AND HONG CEK!!!!

2007-06-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

whoo!!! went to laoren hse to stay over last night then go to sentosa today...hahax...the gathering today is some how a gathering for the 2 'beloved' guys from the guys team who have already graduated hahax...cos they will be gg into serve their NS this month!!! haix... without these 2 i think trg will be a little boring cos they are quite a joker... 1 more thing is that i can wait to see them have their hair shaved~! hahax(so mean)... will miss them de!!! lolx... then another guy from the guys team will be going abroad tml... then so qiao we set the gathering today then 'somehow' give him a farewell party ( not purposely de) hahax.... first we went to vivo for breakfast then go into sentosa to play vball but in the end we only play for awhile then go play water le cos everyone like no mood to play vball leh... so we left early and went to marina south for steamboat!!! but not everyone that went today go, cos they got work or need to go home for dinner lor... then after we eat we went to play pool and arcade then 2 of them went back to the steamboat there to collect the ice-cream we haven claim so after playing in the arcade we had our ice-cream and took a maxi-cab to the mrt station then go home... while waiting for the mrt to start moving or should say in the cab we kept on taking photo la... take till me and 7474 alight from the train...dunno why all of a sudden we so into taking photo hahax... that's the end for today!!! lolx...

2007-05-31T01:53:00.000+08:00

today i had my clinical theory test...the test was like shit la...sianx.. then on this friday i have to go to sch at 6pm when there is no class but have ASSESSMENT!!! arh...everyone in the class who have had their assessment already have a long weekend from today to nx mon lor!!! how i wish my assessment date was on tues or this morning la...then i can enjoy vesak day and a long weekend...haix...anyway i cant change the assessment date so bo bian...nvm la after this week it will be ok again till week 11 where i have my biology practucal test as well as the research methods test!!! JIA YOU!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

2007-05-27T02:23:00.000+08:00

whoo!!!! went to sentosa to watch the SWATCH FIVB beach volley worldtour 2007!!! oh my god! it was so nice and spectacular man when u watch the match...especially the match where BRAZIL(adrainia & sheilda) and CHINA(zhang.xi & xue) play!!!i really admire them play la!!!the brazil player adrainia was injured but continued to play and her performance was GREAT!!! then their score was real close...they play 3 sets then the score was very close almost every set is deuce lor!!! then the other matches like BRAZIL VS BRAZIL AND CHINA VS CHINA but hte brazil match wasn't very nice... then also got other match like CUBA VS BRAZIL an NORWAY VS NETHERLAND!!!! think u ppl should have gone down to watch LIVE!!! it's much better and the BRAZILLIAN fans were very "re qing" hahax... feel like gg to watch the finals leh...oh my!!! should i go??? tml then see how lor....

2007-05-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

oh my god! today is the last day i can practice my lab skills!!! then i didn't have time to the gastrotomy feeding la!!! how? think i have to rely on the book le hahax... wa lao this year like very fast la only week 7 lor then got pratical assessment le lor!!! wat nx wed is the clinical theory test then the same week a friday is my practical assessment lor... i dun mind it on the fri but its like 6pm la!!! then morning only have 1 lecture which is 10 am then ltr 7 hour break lor!!!! now only year 2 la dunno wat will happen to me when it is year 3 lor think will be much more stress lor...haix...then for the volleyball camp, it's like still not confirm la... cos dun even know who is gg and who is not lor! hope they can hurry up give a reply ba...

2007-05-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

today, i went for guys training as usual...but today very little people lor then somemore gt ppl injured or should say (laò zhen) hahax.. dunno how to spell la then i had to help him rub but like of no use lor cos i not very pro la haha...then ltr coach help him then think got a little better ba...then i did nothing much today except for picking ball hahax cos the net too high and i cant do much things...lolx... after which we spilt groups and started playing a match...my team lost i think i also not sure wat was the score la but nvm ma only training hahax....then i have one thing to say is "everyone also have their attitude and temper when it comes to playing and especially when u cant reach ur own expectations so don't have to feel sorry!" hahax... cos i sometime i also will like that...lolx...

2007-05-24T13:19:00.000+08:00

so sorry so long nv blog liao... no time la..hahax.. anyway, i'm here to blog today! lolx... on the 12th MAY our sch vball team joined the RIPCURL BEACH COMPETITION hahax... it was great! my team have valerie, alex and yong chiang... haha we went into the second round la which is the quarter finals lor... but is b'cos 1 of the team walk over so we went in...but we really enjoyed the last match of the day cos we compete with players from sembawang where we somehow also know them de... at 1st we were losing them quite a lot of points but in the end we manage to pull the score closer but unfortuanately we still lost by a few points... haha nvm cos we had fun and we really put in effort in playing... after tt we went to carl's junior for dinner... most of them were sunburnt hahax... i nv, cos i think my skin immune to the sun already la...lolx then this coming sat i gg to watch the FIVB beach competition!!! cant wait to go cos it is a international beach competition lor...then after such a great event i'm gonna join the NTUC beachvolleyball competition with my outside frenz...then maybe our sch also joining but i already agreed to join my fren liao... so maybe nx time then i join them again lor...hahax...

2007-03-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

after so long now i finally can go for training le... cos 1st was that i had attachment straight afetr my exams for 3 weeks then later got injured...so now better le so can go back for training lor...now having a chat with my close fren and asking how she is doing...hahax...
haix...dunno how come i find that everything has been changing ever since i go to poly...i really hope things could go back to the past then everyone is so happy with each other and no misunderstanding...sometimes i find it hard to communicate with ppl who i had misunderstanding cos like no matter wat u do, u and the person still will think that he or she or even urself are bluffing each other...why must it always be this way why cant each other jus apologize then forget it then continue to be good frens like in the past??? so sometimes i really hope there is a time machine then we can repeat things again and i think i will handle things better then before ba...who knows? jus hope that things would turn out better!!! JIA YOU!!!

2007-01-20T14:38:00.000+08:00

hey! very long nv blog liao le...we jus ended our IVP although we lost la but nvm at least all of us did our best to try to win esp the last match against SIM!!! the score was like all 24 to 26 except for the 3rd set which we won and i think the score was 27 to 25 lor haha...this match was really very close we all fought like mad la haha...even though we lost but i'm sure we all had a great time playing with them cos the atmosphere that day was very gd!!! i hope that we will always use type of team spirit in any other match with any other team cos like that everyone will enjoy the match and so wont regret even if we lost the match!!! so all of us must JIA YOU!!!
haha... glad that attachment is over but i will surely miss all the staffs there cos they are much more friendier then the previous ward the nurses lor...haix but then sch is gonna start soon le this mon!!! arh how i wish we can no need to go to sch then have a wk holiday 1st haha...if can la! then go back not long think a bout 3 wks then exams le... sianx... why must they put the exams like before new year a fw days then after new year 1 day then exams again lor...
so poor thing but luckily this time onlt have 4 paper better then last sem where we have 6 paper if i'm not wrong la... nvm i will surely enjoy my new year de haha but the only paper i'm afriad of is sociology and the HS 1029 dunno wat drugs de la... but think socio will be before new year so should have time to study de! haha
No matter wat i must jia you and get better GPA then the last sem!!!